How sick is it for people to use the name of the Lord for corruption......

DONATION FOR THE LORDFrom: Mrs Mercy Ufanga


PLEASE ENDEAVOUR TO USE IT FOR THE CHILDREN OF GOD.


I am the above name person from Sierra-Leone. I am married to Dr Johnson Ufanga who worked with Sierra Leonian Embassy in South Africa for nine years before he died in the year 2001. We were married for eleven years without a child. He died after a brief illness that lasted for only four days.

Before his death we were both born again Christians and we lived happilly. Since his death, I decided not to re-marry or get a child outside my matrimonial home which the Bible is really against. When my late husband was alive he secured $15Million (Fifteen Million U.S.Dollars) with financial institution here in Cote D'Ivoire. Presently, this money is still with the financial institution. Recently, my Doctor told me that from all the test conducted on my health, I am not going to last long, expecially, due to my cancer and stroke.

But what disturbs me most now is stroke. Having known my condition, I decided to donate this fund to churches or Christian individual that will utilize this money the way I am going to instruct. I want a church or individual that will use this money to fund churches, Orphanages and Widows. Also, the propagation of the work of God, building and maintaining the house of God through this money, is very important.

The Bible made us to understand that Blessed is the hand that giveth. I took this decision because I don't have any child that will inherit this money and my husband relatives are not Christians. I don?t want my husband's hard earned money to be misused by unbelievers, for their own selfish interest and in an ungodly manner. I am not afraid of death hence I know where I am going. I know that I am going to be in the bossom of the Lord. Exodus 14 VS 14 says that the lord will fight my case and I shall hold my peace.I don't need any telephone communication in this regard because of my health, and because of the presence of my husband's relatives around me sometimes.I don't want them to know about this development, but I know that With God all things are possible.


As soon as I receive your reply I shall give you the contact of the Financial institution in Ivory coast. I will also give you all information regarding the deposit of this money. I will also issue you a letter of authority that will empower you as the original- beneficiary of this fund. I want you and your church to always pray for me because God work in misterious ways. My happiness is that I lived a life of a worthy Christian. Who ever that wants to serve the Lord must serve him in spirit and truth. Please always be prayerful all through your life. Any delay in your reply will give me room in sourcing for a church or christian individual for this same purpose.. Please assure me that you will act accordingly as I stated herein. Hoping to hear from you soon.

Remain blessed in the name of the Lord.

Yours in Christ,Mrs Mercy Ufanga.


and there is more....


Dearest one,

How are you doing today? i hope all is well with you over there. Thank you for your kind concern towards me,my day is very boring over here in Dakar Senegal, in this camp we find it hard to go out because we are not allowed to do so, it's just like one staying in the prison and i hope by God's grace i will come out from here soon. i don't have any relatives now that i can go to, all my relatives ran away in the middle of the war, the only person i have now to complain to is Rev.

David Bamba who is the pastor of the Church of God Mission here in the camp. he has been very good to me since i came in here, i am using his office computer to send you mails. i am living in the girl's hostel because the camp has two hostels one for boys and the other for girls. our reverend Tel number is (+221-766-859-736) and his email address is (revdavidbamba@yahoo.com). if you call and tell him that you want to speak with me he will send for me in the girl's hostel and i will come to his office to speak with you.

As a refugee here i don't have any right or privilege to any thing be it money or whatever because it is against the law of this country. i want to go back to my studies because i only attended my first year before the tragic incident that lead to my being in this situation now took place. dear, please keep this secret within us because i would like you to know everything about me. i have my late father's statement of account and death certificate here with me which i will like to send to you to assist me acheive my dream, because when he was alive he deposited some amount of money in a leading bank in Europe which he used my name as the next of kin.

the amount in question is $5.7( Five Million Seven Hundred Thousand US Dollars)l will like you to assist me transfer this money to your account and you help me to get my traveling documents and air ticket to come over to meet with you. i can't withdraw the money myself due to my refugee situation here in this country. i want you to send me your contact information's such as

Your Names ............
Age .......................
Address .................
Telephone .............
Bank Info ..................

I got in touch with the bank and made them to know about my intentions to withdraw this money, i also got them aware of the death of my father and they have verified it with all their confirmation and verifications.


However, they advise me to get in touch with a very responsible person who will stand on my behalf as my trustee in regards to withdraw this money. since i am presently in refugee status over here and wouldn't be permitted to handle this amount of money.

I just have to let you know all about me so that you can assist me to acheive my future dream. i kept this secret out of people here in the camp, the only person that knows about it is Reverend David Bamba because he is like a father to me.my dear, i hope to hear from you soon..

yours forever,Evan.

<> as we carried on communicaing via email, I realised that this person is bull shitting me!!!

The 60's come to Nelspruit......... finally!

Yes, finally something has come to liven up this dull town of ours.............. and for that I will not be spending money on a trek down to Mafikeng!!!!



I love Nelspruit, as dull as many people may like to think it is, hectic things happen here!!! We have it all I tell ya! It's like a mini Pretoria here. I always have fun though, I simply do me and people want to be a part of it and end up having as much fun as I am.



I hear that the organisers came across some glitches but I must say that they've hid that part very well from us - me in particular...... Since I am going back to events in a month I have to know who's trying to do what so I can scheme on how it can benefit me ans the company!!!



Can't wait to party like a rock star this whole weekend!!!! I have friends with very Diva like behaviour, one of them once decided to pour a whole bottle of Moet on herself ( and you know that, that bitter tasting Moet shit is abou R1600 at the club)!!!!

Next week is the Mpumalanga Hip-Hop Show - now that is my scene, I will be there noma kanjani.

Howdie mates.........

I was told that I sometimes make people feel unloved because I get too self involved!!!!!

I think not but everybody is entitled to their own opinions - Even though I may not be too sure how exactly do they fit in this whole equation called "my life".

Oh I am so looking forward to being back full time................

I see BlaQ the Poetic Dreamer is back, now I have to re-recruit Uncle Kwaki and Bridget!!!!! They are missed dearly, don't you think???

Later

Most women actually live by this "motto"........

My dramatic life as I know it!

Not so long ago I was happy that I was quiting a job I had spent all my adult life at for a new one!!! One, that carried so much promise of growth and a few more thousands than what I was earning....................

And here I am wishing to sue the company for misleading me into believing that this could be my dream job, false promises and so on.

So here I am again, going back to the same entertainment industry that I tried running away from! Mncim.... 1 good think came out of it though, I went out into the world and learnt this and that about retail and with that have grown to respect people working behind the scenes ( like I am), there is ust so much work that goes into planning and pulling through a promotion on sensitive food products and keeping track on competition, the long hours, the crappy store managers and owners.

I had great days and very, very, bad ones that made me run to the loo to cry myself better.

Am now jotting down my resignation letter............. (my mother will flip when she hears this)! And come December, I will back at Ziyaphenduka - only this time, I will also be making my company work as yours trully has landed some delish deals for next year!!!!! Wow, am so relieved I could just break a tear!!!!!!!

Only glitch though is that I will now be working with an ex shag mate of mine that got hired shortly after I left for my not-so-green-pastures earlier on this year - and will possibly be neighbours with him!!!!!! Talk about complications.......... anyways, I will just have to deal with it and set ground rules!

1. What happened then (and two weeks ago) must not affect the working relationship.
2. Since we now have to keep things all so proffessional now, no more bonking like crazy monkeys.
3. We can do the whole " drinks after work" thing, but bear in mind that I am also attractive to other people so no jealous fits when I am beng macked on. LoL
4. am still thinking of more rules to set............ and also wondering how will I behave when his pregnant GF comes around and I am there - guilt written all over my face coz I know that I had been shagging her man like crazy!!!!! Oh my........ what is a girl to do?

My next post will have details of what I have been up to!

Howdie Bloggers.......... it has been a while!

Wow, a lot of things are happening........... it's like I cannot keep up anymore!


Updates coming up soon + my other take on relationships (from expirience in the last few months)!

On this tip right here..........

Life is some what weird and we are constantly trying to understand how other things came to be! Then you find friends that add more confusion to your life and some of those friends in their own confusion indirectly find a way to clarify yours!!!!!

I liked what my one friend (whom I may add - I had a crazy crush on and was perving on the whole weekend) said that we are winners by the time we are concieved coz out of the millions of sperm cells that came charging for that egg, we - you were the victorious one!!! Clearly there is nothing that we cannot do, we put ourselves down by second guessing ourselves when it comes to the dreams we have!

How often do we ask ourselves - how did that person over there make their millions and I cannot!!!!

Mina, on the other hand have night mares of people asking me why I am so afraid of what I can become..............

That question hits me everytime it crosses my mind and funny enough I still haven't done anything about it, instead I have opted to put myself in a frustrating position by getting an ordinary job that pays a salary that vanishes after a few days and have put myself at the mercy of other people - peaple that will decide when I must have my lunch break or what I should wear to work. Where I cannot leave work before 4pm unless I am sick.......................

That is utter BULLSHIT that I am trying to get away from.

I am now doing something about it!!!!!


Now........

on a lighter note -

This past weekend was one heack of a productive one for me and the boys~

3 video shoots in one weekend, a lot of hard work def went into it! We had Kliff & Vovo trying to do the "swagger" thing - Gosh......
Sdunkero Also did his thing with hot, hot, hot chicks ( I got a nasty look when I called them video hoes) ha, ha, ha! I partied so much, danced so much..........

There was couple drama at our flat.... that my friends is an interesting story but I have to ask permission to go ahead and post on it!

Cool dude - Reg Gie....... also came through last weekend!

Yoooo, still on that - Friday night saw me getting mega sloshed as I was stuck in the company of 3 couples on a love tip!!!!! So I did the only thing I could do, intoxicate myself - play DJ - and go out to chill with other single people like me!!!!! But I am told that I had too much love when I got to Kwassa Grill - Hugs and Kisses were my thing nje!!!!

And Just so you know - If you think God does not exist, then you are still sleeping............. how I get home from these parties sometimes is unbelievable - especially if I am side walking to my car!!!!!

Live life, love it and smile ~

Job, life and smiles!

This girl here was never meant to work for other people.......... no, no, no! This open plan office thing is not working at all, infact waking up @ 5:30 to go to work everyday, wearing uniform and having to report to 3 other people is not where I pictured myself!!!!!!! I have known this forever but I thought that I would get used to it with time coz vele that is what is expected from us when we grow up!!!!

Yesterday, I was so frustrated that I refused to go into the office. There I was in the morning telling myself that I quit!!!!! But reality knocked me upside down when I realised that I was broke so I decided to hang on there till I get my "salary" and bonus, mnxim! This is what it comes to - me waiting for a salary!!!! Add to that, I do not want to become an industry whore - changing jobs every now and then, if I cannot stand working here than I believe it would be the same even if I did get another job and the set up was trhe same - I wouldn't be doing myself any justice! So I will suck it all up and making it work for me in the mean time! SPAR does have nice perks though.......


But....... things are looking up! On other issues of my life - Like me getting very good marks for my exams ( yes, we are talking 80+ %), now that was something for me to smile about.

My buddies are becoming hits about town and that is quite cool.

The new place is okay, like the set up very much except for the neighbours that choose to have parties on the nights I choose not to go out on.

Still no luck on the "spouse" department - ha, ha, ha!

Imagine me telling every friend that they need to find me a spouse soon - My mom is asking questions and suspecting that I might be lesbian!!!!

That's me.............. so what have ya'll been up to?

Reasons why Cape Coloured People Pull Out their Teeth......... Shoooo~!

Geraldine (23) Cape Flats
"I was twelve years old when I got my four front teeth pulled out because all my friends did so. I told the dentist it hurt when I ate ice cream. That wasn't true of course but if you tell the dentist it is for fashion you have to pay. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made because there was nothing wrong with my teeth and I can't get them back."



Martha (30) Simons Town
"Friends told me the kissing was much better that is why I pulled them out. Apparently you feel each others tongue better but I'm still not convinced about the advantage of that. A dentist from overseas pulled them out for free. I told her I had a bad toothache, I didn't dare to tell her I was curious about the kissing thing."



Samuel (31) Fish Hoek
"Two years ago I pulled them out. I did it myself. It is a fashion statement, many of my friends did it before for the same reason. It hurt a lot but I think it looks cool so the pain was definitely worth it. I want people to see I'm colored, the missing teeth prove who I am. My grandfather was a fisherman and pulled them out because he could whistle much louder without these teeth, which is useful out on the sea."



Damian (27) Ocean View"I took all my upper teeth out and want to get rid of the others as well. I'll do it step by step because it is quite expensive at the private clinic where go to. But I want a guarantee that it will be done properly. I want to put gold in my mouth because gold looks cool. But I don't have the money yet so for now I live without upper teeth, which doesn't look bad I think. People like my smile."



Nitl (32) Ocean View
"I was ten when I pulled them out. My brother told me to do so, I didn't know why at the time. Now I know it is fashionable all over Cape Town and it tells who you are. But, most importantly, the kissing is much better, my girlfriend likes it a lot. It is great to feel each others palate."


Tuan (25) Fish Hoek
"I think I have a better smile without my front teeth. I pulled them out a year ago. I should have done it earlier. My friends and family did it as well, their smiles are much nicer. I would like at least one gold tooth but that is going to cost me R600, I don't have the money yet."



Tanya (33) Calk Bay
"I pulled them out for my husband, he loves my 'passion gap'. He thinks the kissing is better, besides that he can't think of getting a bjob from a woman with front teeth. I think it spoils your face though, my nose dropped a little bit. I bought false teeth but lost them while swimming in the sea. If my daughter wants to pull her teeth out, I wouldn't let her, for sure."



Marcellino (16) Calk Bay
"All my friends did it. It is cool! Now I'm saving money for some gold teeth, which would be even cooler. Unfortunately they are very expensive. My parents couldn't be bothered. They asked me why I pulled them out, I told them it looks cool and it shows who I am. All my friends agree, fortunately so does my girlfriend."



Lindsay (35) Retreat
"One of the reasons for me was the better French kissing. I don't regret it at all. There is no doubt about it, it is much better this way. My girlfriend did it recently as well, we enjoy kissing even more. Besides that it is a fashion statement. All my friends pulled out their front teeth. It is a normal thing to do for us and it shows who you are. That is important to me

It has been a long time........... not sure how much I have missed here but I am hoping to catch up soon!!!!

The move to the new place was good and I have gotten used to the place! I have my last exam on Friday.............. lord it has been a while, after I am done with that I will be free~!!!

Having a housemate - a female one is interesting ( and that is all I am willing to say), I still am a floating female who is too picky to get hooked up with just any dude (ngiyinkinga) and work...... Oh, it has been tough but you know in some way this is like school for me..... I learn then make a few mistakes then get taken to management to be disciplined (not that when I do perfect work, no one says anything) atleast at school one got a gold star for good work!

I am grown these days - having sober Friday nights indoors alone with a nice, hot beverage and movies! Trust me, I can brave the cold if I realy want to go out but lately - it's like why, why should I?

Everyday I realise who my true friends really are........ and who are pretending to be and this has been realy interesting - the lengths that people go to, always saying the right things and when I fuck up they just keep quiet!!!!! Not that I do fuck up but I test them by doing something stupid and all I get in return is a smile, my friends would cuss the isht out of me!

And ya, I think I have said this before but being nice to other people definitely does give them wrong expectations or I lead them on or the read too much into my being nice - either way, I now have a new stalker................... I think this is the seventh guy to stalk me!!!! Creepy, very creepy of course someone in my position might actually like the attention but not this cookie, no, no ,no!

I will be back sooner than soon!

Family.........

Being part of a family yama " choice assorted" aint easy coz in a way it meant that we are different (in a lot of ways) and we're siblings at the same time...........

Today, I am smiling. Simply because I finaly get along very well with my brothers and sisters...... I am still the darkest out of the whole lot though ha,ha,ha! To think that used to bother me so much so that I more than once thought that I was adopted.

We're a cool bunch though (yet again) I'm the "strange" one with sudden outbursts of statements that few people understand!!!!


BTW.....

R.I.P to Goody's mom - the woman who gave birth to one of the most talented and creative writers I know!!!! Qina ndoda.

Oh well..........

Great are the chances of being hated for saying exactly what is on your mind..... apparantly today is my day!

Now I sat and thought about this and you know what, I am ok with that! I mean what could be worse than hearing stories about you from people you don't know well and their source is someone you realy trust?

We see things differently and 4 me..... let me be punished then! I will never stop writing, especially about isht that involve me even in the tiniest way!!!

There, I've said it!

People...............

Askies but I am moving houses and getting ready for my exams............ Will be back sooner than U expect it!!!!

Peace!

I just needed to get your opinion on this............ as MEN!

A man wrote:
There is no decent man out there who has no girlfriend or at least a serious partner, even if he is a pedestrian. If he says so, he's lying. No man likes to be alone, even for a few seconds. The other reason is that men by their nature wants to be worked, as in having someone to call their own. They want to be "mothered", but in a different way from kids. They want to be pampered and cared for but not to be told what not to do or do (unlike children). What does a man want: just be there for him and don't judge or say: "I told you so". Love him unconditionally and still tell him you love him even if you know he cheated on you and you told him (every man cheats at some stage and if he is not a "serial killer" everywhere, why dump him and start from scratch as if there are better men). It could make him feel ashamed next time and be careful, if you speak to him with respect. If you want to tell him about his habits that you don't like, do it when you have calmed down and in a loving way. Not when you are angry.



Men are more afraid of being on their own more than women do. I have seen many ladies who have stayed without boyfriends for up to 12 months or more and not seeing anyone, but a guy will find a new girlfriend the very day he drops you. In fact, by the time he confirms the relationship is over, he already has someone in the picture. Men always have a large supply of women to choose from and most of the time, some ladies even try all the tricks in the book to trap a man, especially when they reach that worrisome age 26 or so: By this time, If you don't have a steady boyfriend who might marry you, you might probably be in deep trouble because most guys who will come to you will be just be interested in having fun with you and go. In fact, they could be looking for people younger than you instead.



Guys have programmed themselves to do the following: the lady he calls "Umfazi" is the woman he thinks he might marry if it comes to a push and his mother is starting to complain that he is getting too old to look after himself. That's the lady he will confess to being in love with. Men usually love two women at a time but they don't see any problem with having more "nyatsis" on the side (it's something that you ladies can never get men to stop). "Umfazi" is the woman he will fight for if she is "tampered with". And he usually doesn't mind doing things for her or taking her out every now and then. In other words, she is a future "investment". If any man takes her from him, he could easily get killed. The woman he calls "Umuntu Wami" is the one who satisfies his egoistic and sexual urges. You will see that because he normally doesn't have enough time to see her because he is always "busy" or going to a "function". She is the "nyatsi" and in 99% of the cases, she will always remain one and will never take the number one spot occupied by the "Mfazi" unless a miracle happens. In fact, no "nyatsi" will become a "Umfazi" because if you can become his "nyatsi" then you are probably also somebody else's "nyatsi" besides him.
Ask most guys why they want to get married and they will tell you they are tired of cleaning after themselves or cooking after themselves. Every man needs a woman who will look after him and if you are not prepared to play the wifey role, he will eventually replace you on the number one position with someone who treats him like a king. Men are also very choosy and even more than women. The woman he met at a party will most likely stay that to him: a fun woman. No sensible man is prepared to marry a woman who was being driven around to parties by various guys. You would be lucky if he doesn't know your history. To a man. A history counts. That's why if you think you aspire to get married one day, I advise you to stay away from this lifestyle of being known as a "party animal". Men don't respect such a woman. If you met him at a party, he will never forget that. That's why he might always remind you about the past and want to know how many guys you slept with that you met at parties.


The key to keeping a man is to be accommodating and not be judgemental. If a man is impressed with the way you treat him, he will never leave you. In fact, if he goes away, he will come back running. Most ladies out there don't know how to treat a man. Don't keep reminding a man about the affairs he has had or that he has. Even if you hear rumours try to stay away from people who say them to you because they could be the route to destroying the relationship. How do you know if they are not just jealous of your relationship? Be open with a man and strict but don't judge him. Don't keep reminding him of past mistakes but make him feel that you are the best thing that ever happened to him.


The reason why men date a woman for 6 years and go marry someone new? It's simple: Most probably, you have become a burden because you lost something along the way. There must be a reason. All men want to marry a reliable and respectful woman. Every man knows there's no such thing as a perfect woman. But if you get into a relationship and behave like you are already married to him and dictating terms to him, he will eventually leave. The reason why he will marry someone new is that the time for getting married has come and he can't wait anymore. So he will take what is available and most attractive to him than marry the woman he was with for the past 6 years or so.


Men want comfort and security just like women. He wants the woman he will marry to be fun to be with and not always complaining. Why is it that most ladies start to look like domestic workers the moment they are in a steady relationship? You used to dress up for him the moment you started dating. Your weight was acceptable and you didn't complain much. The man fell in love with that picture of his "dream woman" who is almost angelic. And now, after 3 years of being together, you start feeling like "Mrs Right" and you become the opposite of the woman he fell in love with and when you go out with him, you also start dressing like you are going to clean the outside toilet of someone's yard. You also start pushing him to marry you by always asking when he will marry you. What do you expect a man to do?


As for dating men who have other girlfriends and you are single or unattached. You can't avoid it. Muthu u waniwa kha munwe in the first place. The problem is that he might not be seriously looking for a partner in you and he's just looking for a "stress reliever" . If so, some of the signs are that he will be very impatient with you. He will pressurize you to meet his needs in return for no compromise. If he has time for you in the beginning and the next thing he starts having excuses, you know what to expect. He will never change. With experience, you will come to know the difference between a man who is just playing and one who is serious. The problem with ladies is that they see the warning signs and hang in there just hoping the signs are either wrong or will go away.


Relationships are a gamble. You shouldn't put more efforts than is needed to make a decent relationship work. You must know when to stay and when to run for your life. Don't waste time on something that is not improving. Hanging around with a man who is looking elsewhere will stop you from finding someone who will eventually marry you. Most relationships start the same: they are wonderful. Whether it continues like that is another story which you need to pay good attention to. Stay awake

Darn it... I can't help wanting to talk about me and the somewhat crazy isht that happens in this my life!

I really don't know what is worse.....

Me being told that I am apparently in a porno-video made by some strange dudes in Nelspruit. At first I thought bullshit coz I know for a fact that it doesn't exist. I have never been in any room besides News Cafe with them.

Now this is the shit that people go around telling to other people, some who may just be potential lovers/baby-daddy/hubby - who knows, but I must say that it is disturbing to hear such - especially when you are trying to enjoy a Sunday evening.

I am a sex starved female and there are such rumours are spreading like swine-flu! At a point I thought "oh, W.T.F I might as well be actually doing what they say I am doing" but fortunately my senses came back before I could dial up this hot, yummy gentleman that I have had very unholy thoughts of.

I am not that type of person, but being as misunderstood as I am..... who'll care to listen. I will chill with the hope that the truth will come out - somehow! Playing defensive all the time kinda looks foolish!

Then.......... there is a dude at work bugging me like crazy, the last thing I could evr do is shag a person I have to work with, awkwardness aint my thing!!!! Besides I'd have to think happy thought about another man to get me going!!!!

I am moving out of my 1 bed-flat, bye-bye freedom and roaming around in the nude!!!!

An ex of mine...... (check 2007 posts) recently contacted me after 2 years of silence and he wants to meet. Normally I would tell him to fuck-off but I chose to be nice this time. I feel sorry for the guy.... cosidering the way I ended it with him, shame.... the least he deserves is an answer! So I am taking him out for supper. Do ya'll think that is too much from my side?


I ask this coz I have noticed that when ex's sense that you might be having a problem, they'll "pity" you and you'll end up making out and that will lead him to this he was the best this to ever happen in your life,that you can't be without him...... you know such idiotic thoughts nje!!!!!

Hollar!

More on Mfundo............. and the Coke ad.

Mfundo (who is behind the latest series of Coke adverts) has been busy this past week, finding out that Teko Modise and Mandla Masango will be helping out, that Coke will support him improving his advert, and that he has received so much support from South Africa as a whole. Not many 21 year-olds can say that they have been given such an amazing opportunity.


This said, Teko and Mandla did come in and help with the boys improving their moves and the result is absolutely hilarious. Both Teko and Mandla use unorthodox training methods, such as Pogo Sticks, and horns on a helmet, but these do seem to work. Take a look at Mpho’s encounter with Mandla ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnKNk438zWM) and Titch’s experience with Teko ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8yQ9ifhg4s). These will be aired throughout this week!

Ad's, Ho'z and Amadlozi....

Oh what a busy week I've had.....





Almost had forgotten how I actually looked like, havin no time to look in the mirror properly and I missed coming in here dearly. So I am stealing a few minutes of my working time to update ya'll.





I had tons of issues to bitch about the entire week but I guess I got over them so I'm gon' be nice. talking about nice, I am actually a very nice person that tolerates the most f*cked up nonsense.





Like my one friend expecting to come to here rescue everytime she is bored but when I am the one who needs her company - she is either sleeping with the man or they want to have quality time. Yeah, I thought maybe I should understand as I do not have a man anymore.... but when shit goes wrong between her and her man, I have to be there!!!! Now do ya'll think that is fair in any way?????





This ia a person I have chilled with almost every weekend for 2 years then suddenly there was none of that. Haai......





On the tip of Men, the Lord I dig men but darn it there are just a few that know how to make one dislike them.





Take this dude that we were with at a party, he was cool in the beginning until we all (me, the girls and him) went to my place to drink some more and get some munchies. He went off and fell asleep on my couch, when I tried waking him up he said that he was much too drunk to drive back home and asked if he can just nap for a lil' bit. Me being me, I showed him the bedroom and he went. I took the girls home and when I came back, there the dude was sleeping naked on my bed......... It gets better..........he starts calling baby/sweety!!!! WTF





So I got into my tracksuite (PJ's are easy to take off) and slept with my legs crossed, it looked a bit stupid but hey, I wasn't about to let some old dude get me ( we have to do things the Khensy way). He tried all the stunts one can think off but I was just like "N*gga f*ck off and sleep or get the F*ck outta my house!!! He slept, in the morning he woke up to tell me that "amadlozi akhe angeke ajabule ngoba ulale eceleni komfazi wangameza lutho".



Now seriously which idoit buys that story?



He forgot his watch at my place so now I have to carry it evrywhere I go incase I bump into him, He is no longer welcomed at my place.



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On a diff tip.....



I saw Mfundo Mkhize's ad on the different channels this week, I must admit that the first time I saw it I didn't understand what the hell was going on..... I saw too many things at the same time. The more I saw it the better I sorta got the whole plot of it.



If I were to be asked what I thought about it, I'd say: Funny, def different from any ad I've ever seen!!! I haven't heard what other people think about it yet, it would interesting to hear other opinions afterall we all don't see think the same right?!?

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I have a new skeem, I am still trying to understand what the hell goes on in that chick's mind! She just goes with the flow - you know, the flow that I hate going with!!!! To the extend I saw her shagging 3 diff dudes in 1 weekend!!!! Yoh, that was just too deep baba. I mean wo does that in this day and age?????

So I avoided the heavy confrontation, ya'll know I was gon' tripp on her for her stunts but I am waiting to see if that will repeat itself, coz if it does I'll be on her case - even if she hates me for it..... I would have still said my piece!!!!

She's so pretty and smart, I do not undestand whay she does this coz I know it aint for money!!!

Now I know I am not exactly an angel here but dang man, sometimes one has to keep good, I'd hate to be known as a slut in a small town!!!!

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Enjoy the weekend!!!!

Something New........ and it is not about ME!

Watch out for Mfundo and his ad in the next few days.

After reading this profile on him, I had one of those feelings I get when I see people who are passionate about what they do.... you know the feeling that I'm talking about mos????

Ya, the one that makes you feel proud to be young, black and gifted at this time and country. That same one that makes you want to get off your lazy ass and do it...... (it being what you've always wanted to do but was never quite sure how to go about it).

I will be updating you guys on him soon!

Am hoping for interview........ hint, hint (*_*)!

Writing tests on a Saturday is the pits but I wanted to study part-time so I am dealing with it.

Ey, the voting went well.... except for minor issues like people getting there drunk and having out bursts of who everyone else should vote for, It was all good.

Yazi abantu mara.

I decided to have an early start to the day so I got to the office at 06H00. I never thought I could ever do that in my life. I've always seen myself as a "will not work for a boss" person but you know what things happen in life and you soon find yourself doing what you HAVE to do and not what you want to do!!!!

Took me being broke to figure that one out, if I had my way I would just do me for the rest of my life and tune people that I do not have to answer to them. Ha, ha, ha.........

Life is a sweet ass bitch sometimes and I love it anyways!

Enjoy your weekend my beautiful people!!!!

This had to be the worst day at the work place 4 me....



But I will NOT let that mess up my year!!!



Funny thing happened over the weekend, One man was able to make me shut the hell up.



Story:

Obviously on Friday I did my "get smashed" thing, as I normally do...... I had an interesting night I say. I was told that I think "I am all that" as I refused to date some of the guys around Nelspruit, one dude even confessed to have been loving me "unconditionally" for the last three years! Yeah right........ I was more on some tip of "you gotta be kidding me".

The usual political debate took place (honestlt, people seem to think they sound smarter if they justify isht about the ANC. Not hating on the party but darn it, its every where - one cannot enjoy a night out with out ending the night with a Msholozi and Umkhonto wesizwe lecture from people who like to pretend like they were in the struggle).

"Can't I just get drunk in peace" was my final statement before deciding to head home!

Saturday Morning: I got a call from some dude I met when I was still with Ziyaphenduka Promotions, back in the day (Meaning, in November). He was at work and I was there to sign a contract, he saw me from far and decided to mack and my ass and pester the guy I came to meet to give him my number..... So he called ke and asked if he could come see me and I was like Ok, thinking that he can't possible drive all the way from Limpopo just to see lil' old me. Much to my surprise, the dude called me again as he drove pass Lydenburg and then I started to get worried. Here I was thinking " This man is sick". Anyways, we agreed that I would see him at around 18H00 and so I got ready and made myself look cute.

We went to Kwassa Grill right (same scene of the previous night debauchery I might add), the man rocked up there with his lil' brother and his friend from le lababuya khona. The friend was on some "where your hot friends at?" tip and I was like "Uhm, I don't have those.... as you can see I have a lot of male friends!" - The dude had no front teeth in front (it might be fashionable in the Cape but up here - that isht don't fly) and I didn't want to be blamed for anything, yes! People are that shallow!!!

Long story short: The man ran away and left me with a bill. How dodge can one be after claiming that they live a high life. Shooo!!!

I was pissed off!!!! No lies!!!!

Sometimes I hate RnB songs........

They make me realise that I actually have never really been in love! Though sometimes I felt a bit of it. There have been times when I just felt like I loved my ex's as friends or brothers..... and then I would just call it quits in my head.

There is only 1 ex that I dumped, and for the rest...... I would just disappear on them, like move to a new place and avoid their calls until they give up. But the world is a small place so after a while I would bump into them and wish 4 a place to hide - I just didn't know what to say to them.

I'm almost sure that they thought "that evil biatch". Oh well........

So now I have R.Kelly's Looking for love song stuck in my head.

What is my take on relationships???

Will answer that soon!!!

The weekend I had..........

I absolutely enjoyed my long weekend, except for the guilt of not going to church everything else was pretty much smooth.



Thursday night saw me meeting up with old friends and chilling at News for the usual getting smashed sessions. At about 2am Msholozi's supporters started singing those songs - that do NOT sound like happy songs at all- and started insulting a group of dudes in their 20's I think, telling them that they are amakwerekwere a Mugabe and that they should go back to where they come from...... funny story coz the dudes were born and bred in NST.



Then there were the old Madalas that want to revive their youth by shagging lil' kids, the drinks were flowing and I did not complain. From there I found myself waking up at a penthouse with a bottle of heineken in my hand and the way I was sleeping just showed that I wasn't about to give it up.



I went to the bathroom to wash my face and bumped to a naked man I last saw smoking a cigar in my car. I didn't ask questions..... but sure got answers and a he suggested that I move into the penthouse (a beautiful on at that) by month end!!!! My answer was no though I must admit.... I was tempted to say otherwise. What scared me was the voodoo isht that was around the place! HHa, we all know that abo darkie like using funny stuff at times.



Saturday, I went to Madumane's CD launch.... wasn't bad at all, I got a chance to catch up with a few friends and was a bitch shocked when one rocked up with a girl we all know has been a whore since high school. Now I didn't know that they had a thing going on until the chick accused me of wanting her man...... wait let me rewind that, I was standing by the bar counter waiting for my drinks when my friend came up and gave me a hug as we had not seen each other in a long time, dude lives in Jozi, then she came and I said hi to her as she stood next to him as well..... she mentioned something about shooters and I was like "yeah, actually let me get some" I asked the dude if he would like to have one and then the beef started.



I laughed coz I just did not see the reason for me to answer especially after the dude kept quiet. I just wanted to slap her there and then.... but one of my guy friends came to take me away....

I spent the rest of my weeekend at home.

This and that....

This posting in a rush thing is really not working coz I hardly get time to fix typos or read what I wrote, but what can I say..... I need to invest in these 3G-do broad bands-en wat ook al that they advertise everywhere.

I am just old school like that, as in I still used my second pc that mom bought for me about 6years ago!!!

If I don't strangle myself before the end of the day, I'd be officially a very tolerant person, Jacaranda RM FM is getting on my nerves!!!! Reason - Lack of creativity I think, not to mention the very predictable song-line up. I have to listen to that thing every day at the office.

Back to me and my Gold-Mining lessons:

It is un-do-able, my "teacher" keeps pointing me at direction I will NOT take. I mean everybody that knows me would know that I cannot stand people who repeat your idea and pass it as their own to other people....... to sound smarter I think. Now on Friday, I was out doing my usual "Friday Intoxica-relaxation" thing with 2 friends and we were bouncing off ideas about a lot of things mainly music (they are about to drop albums - do look out for them), making money in a fun way, how certain companies market themselves, politricks and the sort.

Now this man in a beige suite and them long shoes and eaves drops on our conversation then way later on when coming back from the loo, I walked pass his table and heard him saying the exact things we were going on about.... then later he had the nerve to play flirty with me asking what I'm drinking and stuff!

Now the girl who is supposed to be "giving me lessons on how to catch gold mines" advises me to go with the "flow".

That was it for the night for me. She had to be drinking something that makes her see sense where there is none!!!! The guy was trying to get whatever he possibly can, others may have had fallen for that but not this biatch, she aint crazy like that!!!!

Anyways I have to go do what I get paid to do.

While my "How to be a Gold-Digger" lessons are on a slow start, I had interesting things happening in my life. Not much life changing but interesting none the less!

On Sunday.... just yesterday that is, I decided to go to Lekazi (Kanyamazane - the township outside Nelspruit) (BTW, I used to live there at some stage of my life). I was with Pam and she had never seen my former home (I show anybody who cares to see) and I decided to go visit the lovely old lady that used to feed me coz I've always been lazy to make food and chew. My old time friend was there and was actually on her way to "besoek" her brother at the prison, I offered to take her there as this, for me, was going to be going to an excursion of some sort (LoL). We did things as per procedure then we went in in waited for the brother to be called and stuff.

While waiting, we had a chat - and she was teasing me about me not having a man or some isht similar to that and said that she would make it her personal mission to find me one - in PRISON. My thoughts were : Oh, hell to da NO! A rehabilitated criminal who has been sex starved for lawd knows how long and probably been mad a bitch by other prisoners!!!! Thanks but no Thanks....

Just then the brother came through..... we were on the other side of the glass and steel cage thing! Then there he was..... The very first guy I thought I loved in my life!!!! Dressed in orange overalls and looking pale, sad and just miserable. I couldn't contain myself.... I ran off and came back again, mouth wide open as I was still trying to understand how he went from being a sweet boy (who cheated on me coz I wouldn't give it up) to a man arrested for armed robbery??? It was just so weird!!!!

We had a short almost meaningless talk - I honestly didn't know what to say to him, I hadn't seen him in about 10years. He asked that I buy him a coke, I just gave him a R100 so he can do whatever with it...... I don't know what goes on in there. I just felt sorry for him and knowing his father.... he probably doesn't much visits from family or friends - he never had much of those (shy).

I just couldn't believe it, all I kept saying for the rest of that day was "Hawu, Usfiso nkosi yami".

He asked for my number and gave him a wrong one, I have no reason really for doing that except that I feared him in some way.

Wow, how people's lives change nje. Says a lot about the decision we make regarding our lives!!!

Hello people.

I'm being taught how to become a Gold Digger!

Good Morninng world..........



Question:



What the hell happened to good, honest love???



I mean, have we (Women & Men) all become these opportunists that only love the people we can gain certain things from other than old simple love.



It is shocking to see the extremes that some people go to, to "bag" so called conquests. This is somethings that happens - race and age doesn't matter.

This bugs me as much as "going with the flow" does. You know when you can't tell a person that you love them coz "oh my word, it's too early for that, you just have to go with the flow", I've asked this before..... How many flows does one have to go with before normal relationship. What happened to that old school lovin that our folks used to tell us about?

It's true what "they" say about us never finding that love that people felf in their hearts, when people used to be willing to do anything for love.

We, at this day... decide on who to love. It must be a strategic decision they say!

You'll be bitch-slapped as a man telling a girl that all you have to offer is love! What the fcuk will love do for her at the end of the day? It won't feed her or get her a townhouse and a ride. If I were a man, I'd be on some "Bitch, go get a job and buy your own isht!".

I am a joke to my friends coz I always hook up with broke niggas and if there is a monied man interested, I just cannot bring myself to be on a "let's blow his money" tip. Angazi nje!

So a chick I've recently met - who claims to be the Ultimated gold digger, she says Khanyi Mbau aint got shit on her!!! ha, ha, anyways she has taken it upon herself to teach how not to hook up with (and I quote) "useless niggaz who can't do shit for you besides sending you texts with too much nyif-nyaf and tellin you that you're the best thing to ever happen to them!"

I will fill you in on how that works out!!!

Looking at the brighter side of isht!

With all the bad things that have been happening to me........ I have decided to think positively about it.

I won't hate on a dude wearing a Manchester Tshirt (Dude who damaged my ride was wearing that), I will not do what most people do when they are single (shagging anything that walks just coz they can), I will not slack off at work (though it gets tough at times), and I will not talk badly about some people (even though they are idiots of note).

I am going to try and see the positive side of everything I find myself in, for instance..... they might have fcuked my my car but atleast I still have one, I didn't get hurt or I didn't run over a person or get into an accident.... I mean that's good right???? Even though I am spending a few thousands fixing my ride, the thing is.... I can always work harder to get more of them and the most positive part of that = I won't drink as much coz I will be too broke to afford booze!!! Now that (as much as I hate the thought of going for a weekend without an Amstel or Heineken) is good and healthy!!!!

I have a story to tell about a man on a mission @ the work place.......... But for now I have to go home!

Later!

I need to get something out of my chest.........









Our SAPS sucks ass big time!









Why??????




This morning I woke up to find my neighbour trying to tackle some moron who was trying to break into my car. He fcuked up the door on the passanger side, he didn't get a chance to take anything though.




Not so long ago some idiot stole my radio and now this... it is just out of hand and now what pisses me off the most is that they are costing me a hell lot of money. I have to pay for every isht they damage on my baby. To top it of,they seem to be only interestet in my ride only. There was a Golf, Polo and Sting parked next to mine but no they want my Corsa-rtjie!!!!




Well then off I went to the police station after calling in and waiting for them to come. I went in and it was jus a horrid expirience (I hardly go to that place, especially to report crime) and the service was terrible.... not, it was worse than terrible.

how I wish I had a scanner right now so you could see the piece of paper they gave me as reference. Oh and it gets better..... the lady that was taking down the statement refused to answer some of my questions regarding their procedures when it comes to cases like mine and if the finger printing people could come do their thing.

All that was pretty useless so I gave up after they gave a piece of paper with the SAPS stamp and some OB number.

That was on Monday. I have been hectically busy and car-less since then but now I am sorted! Apart from the unexpected expense of fixing my car........ all is good,it's gon be a long month, a long and broken one I say.

I am trying to update ya'll on as much as I can so........

I have my first gig as a dj next week, I'm not good yet but you know what I hope to hook up those tunes once have the crowd there is sloshed.

I am so writing a letter to MP News on how crappy our police service is.

Askies for disappearing like that but you know how it is when you work for someone else!!! They say jump, U ask how high - Then pretend to be satisfied with your job when friends ask you how work is!!!! Life????

I've had 2 breakdowns recently!!!! Won't into too much detail though.

Hollar.

Just so ya'll know...... they say I spend too much time on the "net", so I have to disappear for about a week or so!!! I have worked at a place where there are internet usage reports! Really, they have such here and it is darn frustrating, more so cos I cannot have a decent conversation with the people I work with.


But I am not going to bitch about that a lot. I promised to change and do less of that so here's to paying $ at a internet cafe so I can blog. yes, my phone is old like that, I can't do fokol on it.

Don't miss me too much!!!!

Later!

I just had to let ya'll know about this 42year old man in a crisis.... I wouldn't call it a mid-life crisis but ya.

This is a man with the typically ideal life.... in theory that is.
2 kids - boy and girl that are doing quite well at school, into sports and have good morals. A wife, a beautiful wife, with a slim figure, always dressed to the nines, a job at the gvt complex (legislature), a smart home at a security complex, 2 luxury cars.

I mean, if you are like me and you are looking at that picture from far, you'd think wow! That is a nice family.

Well problem is the man is confused to the last bit, he has had sex with a prostitute, with a tertiary kid, with a woman older than him and to a mo'f*cken fag.

(Do not ask me how I know this.... I am the goss-princess of Nelspruit, news just come to me... I just make sure how true they are.)

Ok, basically what I see here is a man who has it all but still feels incomplete or maybe there are more things to experience in life. That I haven't figured out that one yet.

Now I bumped to this man when I was doing my groceries and I just stood there staring at him as he went on about his business, he was actin too fag, more feminine than me (well, almost every one else is), but that was just too gross.

What was even worse was that he was wearing white linen pants................. with a white man-thong that showed when bent down to take a chocolate by the pay-point. Urgh.... I deliberately stood behind him in the hope that he would say something in a manner that would confirm my suspicions about him being gay!!!!! "F*ck me.................. slowly" was what came out of my mouth - in a low, whispery tone, the man turned around and said: "Ooh, darling I prefer it being given to me". for a second I thought I had heard wrong and given the fact that my mind is in slow-mode after 16H30, it only registered while driving back to my place.

Now, men.... tell me, how the hell do you go from being a normal man with all of that to being a person that lives 2 lives. One = straight loving husband and father and the other = a gay man.

I know it is becoming normal these day but I still cannot get that in my mind.

Someone make me understand

I know I have dated a man who told me 7 months down the line that he was shagging men (reason why he never brought the sex issue during our "relationship") and that he wasn't planning on stopping anytime soon as he was getting a lot of benefits in the process. Right, I was young then and had no thoughts of settling down and having kids and a proper home.

Now I am wondering if one will ever find a normal man when so many of them are choosing to get into same-sex relationships themselves.

There was a time a dated a woman for a whole year and even with that I still knew that it is something I def wouldn't want to do for the rest of my life... It doesn't make sense!

Madoda nashiya ubudoda benu nje, kwenzenjani???

Just nje.

I'm not crazy I'm just a lil' unwell..... La, la, la,la.....

That would be the song that is playing in my head at the moment!!!

I have just fallen in love with music all over again, went through my old cd's.... I am telling you music knows how to make one feel on top if isht.

And big-up to the crew that stole condoms & birth control pills.... hope it was for a good reason! I'm here thinking maybe, just maybe they want to be safe.

Condoms - for the obvious reasons +
Birth-control pills - for incase the condom breaks!!! results = no aids and def no unwanted pregnancies.

I hope I'm right. I wouldn't want to watch another episode of cutting edge with people mixing weed with birth-control pills like how they did with the ARV pills.

Phuza Thursday a.k.a Thirsty Thursday!!!

Office politiks are the pits, I am looking for a new job. LoL!!!!

How crappy can our justice system be?????

However Nqonde Balfour planned to justify the grounds which Shaik is released on is beyond me. Watched the interview on Morning Live (Yes people, I watch the news every morning, I just have selective memory when it comes to other issues).



Depression, Chest Pains and High Blood Pressure......... My Fcuckin black ass! Yeah I said it.



Why does this always happens in S.A, personally I think all three doctors, the minister and which ever judge got kick-backs.



How many days did Shaik spend at the actual prison cell like any other criminal out there???



As long as certain people still get special favours done for them, then the "justice system" is not really fair now is it.



If typical guy with a "not-so-good" background gets arrested for stealing R500 would be sentenced to 15years in jail, he would do his full time and if lucky get out on "good-behaviour" or some other reason but chances are that would happen after 5years.



Even if he fell ill, who would give a rats arse what happened, he is a criminal mos.



Imagine how the country would be if every criminal was release for being sick????



These "high-profile" people get away with everything.....



Jacky Selebi, Tony Yengeni, Zuma, Carl Niehaus, Shabbir, that drunk judge...... and that is just the few that come to mind right now.



Where is the fairness in that?



That is my 2c worth opinion.



Depression????? I still cannot get my head around that.... I bet every prisoner would naturally be depressed. He just misses the good life outside + with his millions accumalation so much interest, he sure as hell doesn't want to die not without spending it.





Nqonde couldn't even answer very straight forward questions......

LMBAO, I think I have a similar problem..... It hasn't gotten to the point of total regret!





Some people do look more attractive when I've been drinking than on any other normal day!!!


Shibby, Shibby!!!

I just couldn't help it!

It and 23year olds!

Oh what a weekend, sometimes it was nice and sometimes it was not........

Sometimes I was smashed and sometimes I pretended to be sober.

Sometime I slept for an hour the most and sometimes I forced myself coz I knew that as soon as my phone rings I would not be able to resist the temptation of being debauched.

Sometimes I lied about being flat broke so everything I drank after the wine was on other people, news cafe is not exactly cheap you know.

Sometimes I think there is just something about the number 23..... the last 3 guys I have met are all 23. I am still considering if the cradle snatching deal is IT or not.
Naturally men are ........... saying dumb would be an insult to the few intelligent ones I know.... but you know what I mean. J is really hot though and T has a tiny dick (don't ask how I know, I just do - all the signs are there). so ya, that's I am busy with.


Ooh, Ooh... on of my neighbours has a crush on me (sweet) but he is my neighbour + short and chubby = I assume a very young "willy" as well. I am sorry but I cannot move from explosive sex to a small dick that can't even last longer than 3minutes, I just cannot!!!!

I feel so dirty writing about this and all, especially coz I am at work, which means that I am obviously thinking about it while supposed to be working. Oh dear..... and all (I mean all) the guys I work with are not it.

Ok....

.......aren't I glad Feb is finaly over?!?!

Yup, it's a Friday again and I wish I can stick to my decision to stay in the whole weekend. I don't think I am in the mood of explaining to every second person who says "hi, when is man?" what actually happened coz really...... this is not one of those stories you tell to everyone (unless that person reads my blog).

I've interesting thoughts goin through my head... and one in particular got me laughing till my tummy ached. I can't remember which year it was but I its on my previous posts here. Well anyways, It was me and the "I am abstaining from sex" period!!!! I lost the plot after I could not contain myself anymore........ and now (coz I am with no man), am going to attempt sticking to that, till I get back on the field you know!

See, if I start doin the dirty with a random dude that I am not in a "thing" with.... then he sucks @ it, I'll probably do another one just to be sure if it was me or him who cannot do the deed.

Being known as a whore in Nelspruit is not exactly good (small towns and the way word spreads like wild fires). Now I am really trying to avoid that.......... I have absolutely have no desire to shag any of my past "lovers" and there aren't a lot of men that I find attractive in this place.

So ya that is my story!!!

Lesbians????????

Hmmmm, an interesting thought it is I say. Will def update on that should I find myself caught in between choosing dick over nanna or the other way around!!!!

Decisions!!!

There comes a time in every persons life when they have to make certain decisions.......... and now it is my turn to do that (yet again)!

Since BF now ex-BF left for pursue his mission of destroying his life (pardon me 4 not understanding), and he owes me about R6000 or so.... I have decided to pawn his tv set!

That is the most valuable thing (except moi) that he has, I want my money.... Yes, I too had fallen for the belief that if you love someone (a broke someone) don't be ashamed to spend money on him, lend him some if he needs it and yes, invest in him if you see some potential somewhere there in betweeen now and the future!!!!

I wasn't complaining or anything and I did most of it coz I just wanted to.

He had made his own decision as well - That he is quitting his job @ the bank without talkin to me first!!! Ok, so coz of that he didn't get paid and him not being pain means that I am not getting my money - especially now that I really need it. He left me there to pay the rent of that place alone, I have 2 traffic fines to pay coz of him (yes, he was in a way responsible for them), I have our cleaner to pay..... lawd knows she did his washing as well. He also has a fridge that doesn't look shabby @ all and he still cannot give me anything by the end of next month, I will pawn the damn thing..... hayi kabi!!!!!!!!



*******************now I will calm down & talk abt other things***********************


My toothless space is getting better or at least that is what I'd like to think. Had a beer last night, though the dentist told me not to, I just couldn't help it.

Later

My tooth!

I had that annoying tooth taken out this morning and I am suffering for it. I keep telling myself that it'll better coz Atleast I won't have to keep shoving grand-pa down the hole or spend money getting Dentoforte tablets to keep the pain down every time I eat or drink something cold.... and I can't have that, ya'll know that there's nothing better than a cold beer....not even sex itself! LoL.

Anyhoo.... ya, I am hungry and depressed but I can't do anything about that now can I?

I need to find out what it is that makes me so afraid of needles.... I almost punched that dentist when he came at me with that syringe. Last week we had HIV tests @ work and it took me 10minutes, running around and begging then not to kill me... then I got that small prick...

I thought I had stories to tell but not.... maybe if I feel a little better I'll think of one.

For now though the left pert of my face is just numb and I am hating it for making me look as if I am angry (angry people are ugly) when I am not. Urgh and that taste of blood in my mouth, isht, as if being on my period wasn't enough to make me gag!

W/End of debauchery!

Another boring day at work, retail business is the pits I tell ya!!!

That would be the reason I will be lookin for a new job close to the end of the year!

Weekend - Pure debauchery, I just can't explain it!

Black coffee rules the decks hands down!!!

Ringo = Slowly losing his touch, maybe it's an age thing..... hmmmm

Went to an ANC party as well as the MP Premier's party..... it was so, so but u know what when one starts down alcohol that one cannot afford on a normal day then trust me when I say that one might just forget just how boring the party might be at that time. I have selective memory (by choice)... I think I danced (how embarrassing), and flirted with a 23year old now that is just not on!!!!

Anyhoo, we cool like that now!

Later!

Woza Weekend............

Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!!!

'Tis the weekend and I am so looking forward to chillin and doing absolutely nothing! I have class in the morning and that is it!!!

How i wish time would just race by so I can go tidy up my bedroom before lazying around!!! Did I mention that I am now single again??? Well I am, but I'm not too sure if I am looking for "someone", maybe some odd-ish company now and then to take me out for lunch, supper or drinks.... definitely not breakfast! I can't be doing breakfast with people so soon, it
s very dodgy!!!

I haven't spoken to BF or should I say exBF in a while and that should be good especially if I am to cut him out of my life for good!

Me friend think that it's a bad idea to dump him 'coz he might just go crazy and that will make things more difficult for him, with what ever that is going on in his life...... I think that is obsessive behaviour (gosh, I hope that makes sense). And some have fears that he will kill both me and who ever I'll decide to go out with when he finds out that I have been creepin..... I think he should just get the fcuk over it.


I see no future for us and if he ever decides to return to Nelspruit, I will ask for a transfer and go back to Durban!


Happy weekend peeps!!!!

FB Shit!

Since the blocked access to facebook @ the work place, one has decided to get back to where it began. And so I shall return to being a blogger yet again.

Funny story - I have managed to sleep at my place for two days in a row, that is good considering that, that is actually the longest I have been in that house alone!!! And as I was talking with a friend saying that one should make themselves available now that they are officially single (I think), right then an ex phoned to ask where I was and if I would like to out for drinks on Friday......! Well, YES... duh!

for sure I want to go out, the sooner I get used to not having a BF the batter it will be to get over him and get to do other things that other normal female people do when the man is not around!!!!

He, the ex.... was the last person I wanted to hear from though! It didn't exactly end on a sweet note so I was a bit urgh when I was speaking to him.

Work is kinda okay today.... nothing hectic or anything to a similar effect.

So then I will wrap it here and hope to post again tomorrow!!!!

later!

Feb - What a tough month!!!

This past week was probably the longest....... to date!

So as usual I Will just cut to the chase, the nitty gritties!!!!

My BF was possessed by demons... literally, I aint never seen shit like this.... mind you this was just after he went to some place thinking that he has a calling of becoming a sangoma (ya, like I would date one)!

But all of that was just disaster after disaster coz he got sick, mentally disturbed, all skinny and..... well I think you get the picture! So with that there came sleepless nights till I decided to go crash at a friends' place (I probably annoyed them to the core)! I just couldn't take not sleeping anymore, i kept dosing off at work and that cannot be good especially coz it is only my second month here.

The most interesting part had to be the time I got insulted by the bf's sister, accusing me of doing voodoo isht on the bf so that he would love me, imagine me using muti on a man..... like really now, I know how to get mine and muti is that last thing I'd ever consider using. Oooh, and apparently I got him into drugs..... now people ya'll know that he smoked weed when I met him.... (if u don't know, go read my 2007 posts).

That was just the ultimate..... as a result of her bullshit, I am dumping him..... imagine dating a man whose family thinks shit like that about you????? no fckin way!!!

Lat night, his folks came to get him and off he left for home..... he just needs to come get the rest of his isht so I can officially be back on the market..... and to think that people including me actually had hope for this relationship, thinking it was gon' last 4ever.... see now isht like that doesn't happen anymore and I was a believer. I am starting to hate talking about this so I'll just end this topic here.

On the other hand though............... nelspruit Groova Ngenkani has got to be one of the hottest things around nelspruit obviously!!!!!! the crew has be performing at most gigs and ya it is all good, this place has got talent and we def don't need to be in Jozi to see our stars shine!!!! I am obviously the manager - duh!!!!!

Work is getting better.... can't say much about the racist cows I have to deal with every now and then, I will sort them out though!!!

For those who had forgotten, it was my b'day on the 9th and I was turning "25", I have to admit that this was by far the worst b'day I've had coz of all the above mentioned isht. then came Valentine's day................................................. slept through out the day, I just couldn't take the madness anymore!!!!

Later!

End of another week, can't say if it was good or bad!!!

A lot of strange things are happening... like seeing a grown man crying and stuff!!!! I moved into another place (not sure if I mentioned this the last time).

Anyways, my lil' brother has turned out to be the ultimate rebel in the family and my mother thought I was bad!!! Right now he' making me look like an angel.

I managed to get a new radio fitted in after some idiot decided to steal my other one. Funny thing though is that this person only took the radio and nothing else, i mean if I were given the opportunity to steal a car or something in it.... I would've taken full advantage. I'd run off with the radio (obviously), the wheels, the battery, the coins in the ashtray thing, the cd's, the mirrors and the steering wheel (realy).

So it is the weekend again and for once I realy plan to stay indoors..... would ya believe that since December Nelspruit has been happening every weekend, it's insane!!! The saying these days is "SigrOOva Ngenkani" - by DJ Sdunkero!!! So I might just find myself shaking what me momma gave moi!!!!

Hey Holy Nigga or do we have a different name for you this year???

I know it has been eons since I have been here... Kasie kept asking me what was up........ well, it being a new year and all, this is what I have to tell ya'll:

I finally had the guts to quit the job that was frustrating me, I got a new one.... its great, I am moving house again but this time it's just me and him.

December was full of surprises too.... I realised that life sometimes gets boring when one gets older, but not everyday is a boring day though.

I also got engaged but I am not telling anyone, especially my family for fear of the boy being judged!!!!


I'm not sure if they actually allow us to blog during working ours so I'll leave it there for now..... Stef, kwaki and all my other beautiful peeps what have you guys been up to???

Do let me know!!!

Mcwaaah