Yup, it's a Friday again and I wish I can stick to my decision to stay in the whole weekend. I don't think I am in the mood of explaining to every second person who says "hi, when is man?" what actually happened coz really...... this is not one of those stories you tell to everyone (unless that person reads my blog).
I've interesting thoughts goin through my head... and one in particular got me laughing till my tummy ached. I can't remember which year it was but I its on my previous posts here. Well anyways, It was me and the "I am abstaining from sex" period!!!! I lost the plot after I could not contain myself anymore........ and now (coz I am with no man), am going to attempt sticking to that, till I get back on the field you know!
See, if I start doin the dirty with a random dude that I am not in a "thing" with.... then he sucks @ it, I'll probably do another one just to be sure if it was me or him who cannot do the deed.
Being known as a whore in Nelspruit is not exactly good (small towns and the way word spreads like wild fires). Now I am really trying to avoid that.......... I have absolutely have no desire to shag any of my past "lovers" and there aren't a lot of men that I find attractive in this place.
So ya that is my story!!!
Lesbians????????
Hmmmm, an interesting thought it is I say. Will def update on that should I find myself caught in between choosing dick over nanna or the other way around!!!!
Friday, February 27, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Decisions!!!
There comes a time in every persons life when they have to make certain decisions.......... and now it is my turn to do that (yet again)!
Since BF now ex-BF left for pursue his mission of destroying his life (pardon me 4 not understanding), and he owes me about R6000 or so.... I have decided to pawn his tv set!
That is the most valuable thing (except moi) that he has, I want my money.... Yes, I too had fallen for the belief that if you love someone (a broke someone) don't be ashamed to spend money on him, lend him some if he needs it and yes, invest in him if you see some potential somewhere there in betweeen now and the future!!!!
I wasn't complaining or anything and I did most of it coz I just wanted to.
He had made his own decision as well - That he is quitting his job @ the bank without talkin to me first!!! Ok, so coz of that he didn't get paid and him not being pain means that I am not getting my money - especially now that I really need it. He left me there to pay the rent of that place alone, I have 2 traffic fines to pay coz of him (yes, he was in a way responsible for them), I have our cleaner to pay..... lawd knows she did his washing as well. He also has a fridge that doesn't look shabby @ all and he still cannot give me anything by the end of next month, I will pawn the damn thing..... hayi kabi!!!!!!!!
*******************now I will calm down & talk abt other things***********************
My toothless space is getting better or at least that is what I'd like to think. Had a beer last night, though the dentist told me not to, I just couldn't help it.
Later
Since BF now ex-BF left for pursue his mission of destroying his life (pardon me 4 not understanding), and he owes me about R6000 or so.... I have decided to pawn his tv set!
That is the most valuable thing (except moi) that he has, I want my money.... Yes, I too had fallen for the belief that if you love someone (a broke someone) don't be ashamed to spend money on him, lend him some if he needs it and yes, invest in him if you see some potential somewhere there in betweeen now and the future!!!!
I wasn't complaining or anything and I did most of it coz I just wanted to.
He had made his own decision as well - That he is quitting his job @ the bank without talkin to me first!!! Ok, so coz of that he didn't get paid and him not being pain means that I am not getting my money - especially now that I really need it. He left me there to pay the rent of that place alone, I have 2 traffic fines to pay coz of him (yes, he was in a way responsible for them), I have our cleaner to pay..... lawd knows she did his washing as well. He also has a fridge that doesn't look shabby @ all and he still cannot give me anything by the end of next month, I will pawn the damn thing..... hayi kabi!!!!!!!!
*******************now I will calm down & talk abt other things***********************
My toothless space is getting better or at least that is what I'd like to think. Had a beer last night, though the dentist told me not to, I just couldn't help it.
Later
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
My tooth!
I had that annoying tooth taken out this morning and I am suffering for it. I keep telling myself that it'll better coz Atleast I won't have to keep shoving grand-pa down the hole or spend money getting Dentoforte tablets to keep the pain down every time I eat or drink something cold.... and I can't have that, ya'll know that there's nothing better than a cold beer....not even sex itself! LoL.
Anyhoo.... ya, I am hungry and depressed but I can't do anything about that now can I?
I need to find out what it is that makes me so afraid of needles.... I almost punched that dentist when he came at me with that syringe. Last week we had HIV tests @ work and it took me 10minutes, running around and begging then not to kill me... then I got that small prick...
I thought I had stories to tell but not.... maybe if I feel a little better I'll think of one.
For now though the left pert of my face is just numb and I am hating it for making me look as if I am angry (angry people are ugly) when I am not. Urgh and that taste of blood in my mouth, isht, as if being on my period wasn't enough to make me gag!
Anyhoo.... ya, I am hungry and depressed but I can't do anything about that now can I?
I need to find out what it is that makes me so afraid of needles.... I almost punched that dentist when he came at me with that syringe. Last week we had HIV tests @ work and it took me 10minutes, running around and begging then not to kill me... then I got that small prick...
I thought I had stories to tell but not.... maybe if I feel a little better I'll think of one.
For now though the left pert of my face is just numb and I am hating it for making me look as if I am angry (angry people are ugly) when I am not. Urgh and that taste of blood in my mouth, isht, as if being on my period wasn't enough to make me gag!
Monday, February 23, 2009
W/End of debauchery!
Another boring day at work, retail business is the pits I tell ya!!!
That would be the reason I will be lookin for a new job close to the end of the year!
Weekend - Pure debauchery, I just can't explain it!
Black coffee rules the decks hands down!!!
Ringo = Slowly losing his touch, maybe it's an age thing..... hmmmm
Went to an ANC party as well as the MP Premier's party..... it was so, so but u know what when one starts down alcohol that one cannot afford on a normal day then trust me when I say that one might just forget just how boring the party might be at that time. I have selective memory (by choice)... I think I danced (how embarrassing), and flirted with a 23year old now that is just not on!!!!
Anyhoo, we cool like that now!
Later!
That would be the reason I will be lookin for a new job close to the end of the year!
Weekend - Pure debauchery, I just can't explain it!
Black coffee rules the decks hands down!!!
Ringo = Slowly losing his touch, maybe it's an age thing..... hmmmm
Went to an ANC party as well as the MP Premier's party..... it was so, so but u know what when one starts down alcohol that one cannot afford on a normal day then trust me when I say that one might just forget just how boring the party might be at that time. I have selective memory (by choice)... I think I danced (how embarrassing), and flirted with a 23year old now that is just not on!!!!
Anyhoo, we cool like that now!
Later!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Woza Weekend............
Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!!!
'Tis the weekend and I am so looking forward to chillin and doing absolutely nothing! I have class in the morning and that is it!!!
How i wish time would just race by so I can go tidy up my bedroom before lazying around!!! Did I mention that I am now single again??? Well I am, but I'm not too sure if I am looking for "someone", maybe some odd-ish company now and then to take me out for lunch, supper or drinks.... definitely not breakfast! I can't be doing breakfast with people so soon, it
s very dodgy!!!
I haven't spoken to BF or should I say exBF in a while and that should be good especially if I am to cut him out of my life for good!
Me friend think that it's a bad idea to dump him 'coz he might just go crazy and that will make things more difficult for him, with what ever that is going on in his life...... I think that is obsessive behaviour (gosh, I hope that makes sense). And some have fears that he will kill both me and who ever I'll decide to go out with when he finds out that I have been creepin..... I think he should just get the fcuk over it.
I see no future for us and if he ever decides to return to Nelspruit, I will ask for a transfer and go back to Durban!
Happy weekend peeps!!!!
'Tis the weekend and I am so looking forward to chillin and doing absolutely nothing! I have class in the morning and that is it!!!
How i wish time would just race by so I can go tidy up my bedroom before lazying around!!! Did I mention that I am now single again??? Well I am, but I'm not too sure if I am looking for "someone", maybe some odd-ish company now and then to take me out for lunch, supper or drinks.... definitely not breakfast! I can't be doing breakfast with people so soon, it
s very dodgy!!!
I haven't spoken to BF or should I say exBF in a while and that should be good especially if I am to cut him out of my life for good!
Me friend think that it's a bad idea to dump him 'coz he might just go crazy and that will make things more difficult for him, with what ever that is going on in his life...... I think that is obsessive behaviour (gosh, I hope that makes sense). And some have fears that he will kill both me and who ever I'll decide to go out with when he finds out that I have been creepin..... I think he should just get the fcuk over it.
I see no future for us and if he ever decides to return to Nelspruit, I will ask for a transfer and go back to Durban!
Happy weekend peeps!!!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
FB Shit!
Since the blocked access to facebook @ the work place, one has decided to get back to where it began. And so I shall return to being a blogger yet again.
Funny story - I have managed to sleep at my place for two days in a row, that is good considering that, that is actually the longest I have been in that house alone!!! And as I was talking with a friend saying that one should make themselves available now that they are officially single (I think), right then an ex phoned to ask where I was and if I would like to out for drinks on Friday......! Well, YES... duh!
for sure I want to go out, the sooner I get used to not having a BF the batter it will be to get over him and get to do other things that other normal female people do when the man is not around!!!!
He, the ex.... was the last person I wanted to hear from though! It didn't exactly end on a sweet note so I was a bit urgh when I was speaking to him.
Work is kinda okay today.... nothing hectic or anything to a similar effect.
So then I will wrap it here and hope to post again tomorrow!!!!
later!
Funny story - I have managed to sleep at my place for two days in a row, that is good considering that, that is actually the longest I have been in that house alone!!! And as I was talking with a friend saying that one should make themselves available now that they are officially single (I think), right then an ex phoned to ask where I was and if I would like to out for drinks on Friday......! Well, YES... duh!
for sure I want to go out, the sooner I get used to not having a BF the batter it will be to get over him and get to do other things that other normal female people do when the man is not around!!!!
He, the ex.... was the last person I wanted to hear from though! It didn't exactly end on a sweet note so I was a bit urgh when I was speaking to him.
Work is kinda okay today.... nothing hectic or anything to a similar effect.
So then I will wrap it here and hope to post again tomorrow!!!!
later!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Feb - What a tough month!!!
This past week was probably the longest....... to date!
So as usual I Will just cut to the chase, the nitty gritties!!!!
My BF was possessed by demons... literally, I aint never seen shit like this.... mind you this was just after he went to some place thinking that he has a calling of becoming a sangoma (ya, like I would date one)!
But all of that was just disaster after disaster coz he got sick, mentally disturbed, all skinny and..... well I think you get the picture! So with that there came sleepless nights till I decided to go crash at a friends' place (I probably annoyed them to the core)! I just couldn't take not sleeping anymore, i kept dosing off at work and that cannot be good especially coz it is only my second month here.
The most interesting part had to be the time I got insulted by the bf's sister, accusing me of doing voodoo isht on the bf so that he would love me, imagine me using muti on a man..... like really now, I know how to get mine and muti is that last thing I'd ever consider using. Oooh, and apparently I got him into drugs..... now people ya'll know that he smoked weed when I met him.... (if u don't know, go read my 2007 posts).
That was just the ultimate..... as a result of her bullshit, I am dumping him..... imagine dating a man whose family thinks shit like that about you????? no fckin way!!!
Lat night, his folks came to get him and off he left for home..... he just needs to come get the rest of his isht so I can officially be back on the market..... and to think that people including me actually had hope for this relationship, thinking it was gon' last 4ever.... see now isht like that doesn't happen anymore and I was a believer. I am starting to hate talking about this so I'll just end this topic here.
On the other hand though............... nelspruit Groova Ngenkani has got to be one of the hottest things around nelspruit obviously!!!!!! the crew has be performing at most gigs and ya it is all good, this place has got talent and we def don't need to be in Jozi to see our stars shine!!!! I am obviously the manager - duh!!!!!
Work is getting better.... can't say much about the racist cows I have to deal with every now and then, I will sort them out though!!!
For those who had forgotten, it was my b'day on the 9th and I was turning "25", I have to admit that this was by far the worst b'day I've had coz of all the above mentioned isht. then came Valentine's day................................................. slept through out the day, I just couldn't take the madness anymore!!!!
Later!
So as usual I Will just cut to the chase, the nitty gritties!!!!
My BF was possessed by demons... literally, I aint never seen shit like this.... mind you this was just after he went to some place thinking that he has a calling of becoming a sangoma (ya, like I would date one)!
But all of that was just disaster after disaster coz he got sick, mentally disturbed, all skinny and..... well I think you get the picture! So with that there came sleepless nights till I decided to go crash at a friends' place (I probably annoyed them to the core)! I just couldn't take not sleeping anymore, i kept dosing off at work and that cannot be good especially coz it is only my second month here.
The most interesting part had to be the time I got insulted by the bf's sister, accusing me of doing voodoo isht on the bf so that he would love me, imagine me using muti on a man..... like really now, I know how to get mine and muti is that last thing I'd ever consider using. Oooh, and apparently I got him into drugs..... now people ya'll know that he smoked weed when I met him.... (if u don't know, go read my 2007 posts).
That was just the ultimate..... as a result of her bullshit, I am dumping him..... imagine dating a man whose family thinks shit like that about you????? no fckin way!!!
Lat night, his folks came to get him and off he left for home..... he just needs to come get the rest of his isht so I can officially be back on the market..... and to think that people including me actually had hope for this relationship, thinking it was gon' last 4ever.... see now isht like that doesn't happen anymore and I was a believer. I am starting to hate talking about this so I'll just end this topic here.
On the other hand though............... nelspruit Groova Ngenkani has got to be one of the hottest things around nelspruit obviously!!!!!! the crew has be performing at most gigs and ya it is all good, this place has got talent and we def don't need to be in Jozi to see our stars shine!!!! I am obviously the manager - duh!!!!!
Work is getting better.... can't say much about the racist cows I have to deal with every now and then, I will sort them out though!!!
For those who had forgotten, it was my b'day on the 9th and I was turning "25", I have to admit that this was by far the worst b'day I've had coz of all the above mentioned isht. then came Valentine's day................................................. slept through out the day, I just couldn't take the madness anymore!!!!
Later!
Friday, February 6, 2009
End of another week, can't say if it was good or bad!!!
A lot of strange things are happening... like seeing a grown man crying and stuff!!!! I moved into another place (not sure if I mentioned this the last time).
Anyways, my lil' brother has turned out to be the ultimate rebel in the family and my mother thought I was bad!!! Right now he' making me look like an angel.
I managed to get a new radio fitted in after some idiot decided to steal my other one. Funny thing though is that this person only took the radio and nothing else, i mean if I were given the opportunity to steal a car or something in it.... I would've taken full advantage. I'd run off with the radio (obviously), the wheels, the battery, the coins in the ashtray thing, the cd's, the mirrors and the steering wheel (realy).
So it is the weekend again and for once I realy plan to stay indoors..... would ya believe that since December Nelspruit has been happening every weekend, it's insane!!! The saying these days is "SigrOOva Ngenkani" - by DJ Sdunkero!!! So I might just find myself shaking what me momma gave moi!!!!
Hey Holy Nigga or do we have a different name for you this year???
A lot of strange things are happening... like seeing a grown man crying and stuff!!!! I moved into another place (not sure if I mentioned this the last time).
Anyways, my lil' brother has turned out to be the ultimate rebel in the family and my mother thought I was bad!!! Right now he' making me look like an angel.
I managed to get a new radio fitted in after some idiot decided to steal my other one. Funny thing though is that this person only took the radio and nothing else, i mean if I were given the opportunity to steal a car or something in it.... I would've taken full advantage. I'd run off with the radio (obviously), the wheels, the battery, the coins in the ashtray thing, the cd's, the mirrors and the steering wheel (realy).
So it is the weekend again and for once I realy plan to stay indoors..... would ya believe that since December Nelspruit has been happening every weekend, it's insane!!! The saying these days is "SigrOOva Ngenkani" - by DJ Sdunkero!!! So I might just find myself shaking what me momma gave moi!!!!
Hey Holy Nigga or do we have a different name for you this year???
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