2nd last day of the month.....

Ok.....

Where do I begin (Just BTW I always go through this if I have stayed away 4 long)

Well...... I have bought a car (with the help of momma of coz, don't think I could have afforded one by myself),

I still haven't quit my job yet (I am so f*ckin pissed with myself, well maybe something better will come my way),

I was so sick last week.... gosh I even cried! And my boss kakked me out (as sick as I was, bastard has no heart),

BF & I are not exactly seeing eye to eye, so sad - especially coz I am not one to apologise if I feel that I am right & he is wrong!!!

Ulcer attacks are horrible.......... I've had about 4 of them and I have confessed my sins each time I was in pain - I really thought I was dying, all 4 times!

I missed a former friend's funeral, felt guilty for a while there but Jabagal will have to 4give me for missing her sisters funeral, If she had to hear the story that is,

It was Kwaki's B-day sometime last week....................... errrrr, we are stil gon' celebrate that!

Am so ready to move out of that house, I am done living with other people,...... gosh the habbits! Urhg.....

I promise to go back to eating a bit healthy..... but junk food is just so nice, yummmm!

S.A politics................ what can I say that has not been said already!!!!! God help our country, that is my cry right there.


WOW.........

Ok, will def be writing something 2morow!

Expectations...........

This is post number 201.... would ya believe it!

I thought I was pregnant for a while there and secretly I was happy, most of all I was terrified of what my family would say when they find out.


Well today I woke up and "it" started, it was a few days late so we were quite convinced, to the extent that I actually stopped smoking & drinking for the 3 days I thought I was carrying something. BF was a bit disappointed, though he didn't say it. I could just see on his face when I told him it was a false alarm. Shame man, the guy was even starting to plan and so on.

Well, the better part is that we can start saving up and planning for a baby sometime in the future...... I on the other side am relieved coz I am about to start a new job and was worried about how being pregnant would affect my work and stuff.

He was hoping for a boy, like most men......

I will be changing my email addresses except for the yahoo and gmail, that is where I can be reached and so on. I hope that I will still find time to blog and isht!

Have a great on!