Clearly some people have no idea how annoying and unappreciated their facebook statuses are hey.

Some guy posted that he is not christian and does not celebrate christmas. He went on to write how the rest of us are idiots for believing in Jesus Christ.

Really, at first I thought he was kidding till he started a mini war of words about all religions. Oy, I- as expected stayed out of it and opted for the 'block' tab. Some people should either learn what is appropriet to post about on social networks or they must just keep it to themselves and their like minded buddies.

So, Merry Christmas good people, have a blessed day. Be safe, have fun and spread love.

saving me

I've had to accept a few of my flaws not too long ago and I forgive myself.

I took time to really think about about that whole 'nobody's perfect' statement and fek, I have in the past tortured myself about a lot of things that I had felt were not good enough about / on me.

15years later, I feel like an idiot for second guessing myself because here I am right now feeling that it doesn't it doesn't really matter who says what, I am perfect.... for myself.

I can't let people that don't take time to know me make me feel like I aint all that. Fek that and fek them very much.

Boozed up!

Yup, you read right!

This is officially my first drunken post!

I don't have much to say except that when I told people that I am leaving Nelspruit, all the wanted to do is get me drunk! What nonsense is that huh?

I am at work now, I had to stay up coz had I slept, I wouldn't have woken up! I came back to the house at 4a.m.

Interesting thing though is that people (around this devil'ish town) really do like talking about me - I am like a topic of interest nje! I think they will the ones to miss me first - really!

highlight of my night - Trying to have a meaningful conversation with a chick high on crack! She's got multiple personalities - it was funny and strange I can tell you that much! She's has some dodgy behaviour going on! She kept yapping for a good 20minutes non stop - pshhh , and peepz thought I'm a motor-mouth!

Need to start on my work now... Later

Letting GO!

When something is said often enough than it probably is true >>> I say that because in between me doing a lot of thinking and weighing the pros and cons of my latest decision I had to understand the saying"everything happens for a reason". I just hope that I don't have to kick myself afterwards.

I have finally decided to move back home, and when I say home - I really mean home. Sleeping in my old room and old bed! I've never really given Durban a chance, all I know is that I've always loved living in Nelspruit but - this town has really become too small for me, even after taming down a bit to look "normal", my isht is just not working out here.

So basically, I am teaching myself HOW TO LET GO! Plus I strongly believe that if I do move away from this evil place, I will stop this nonsense of drunk calling my exs coz honestly there are just not enough men in Nelspruit! LoL

I cannot justify the last statement but go figure!

Oh dear, I am so sleepy - It's a Monday 12H05 to be exact and all I want to do is dose off! Great.

> I met a few interesting characters this past weekend and I will just leave it at that.... I was quite an interesting one with lots of drama and this time it wasn't about ME! Heeeeeee

Gotz to go now.

I are alive! Yes I are...

Wow, the last time I was on this space was about 11 months ago!

And..... you can close your mouth now, I aint dead yet! It would actually take a hell lot more than hot tempered bosses and shady boyfriend to get me to go 6feet under!

Firstly: I will tell you this one thing >>>; giving advice is easy, taking your own advice is something on another level all together! I say this because I, for the last 6 months have had this VERY bad habit of drunk-calling my ex - well one of them actually, at odd hours of the morning! Why I do this is totally beyond me as I am the first to stop a friend from drunk dialling. This was so serious that last weekend, I sat on the steps outside of Carisma (A cocktail lounge place) crying coz he wouldn't answer my calls. It must have been the most confused moment for the people that were around me at that time (approximately 3:45am - I don't understand why I deprive myself of sleep and stay up till this time hey. It happens almost every Friday hahahahaha - Shit I am a nut case!)

I must admit though that I was intoxicated (ladies don't get drunk). From a whole bottle of Merlot, to Gin & Tonic then Mojitos and Red Square Energisers -- I think I might have threw back a few tequila shots as well... I am not sure though! And no before you start judging me I am not an alcoholic. I just choose to get smashed on Friday nights. I really don't have anything else to do on those days, being single doesn't help either.

I'd rather be single then put up with dodgy acting male characters - That's just another story all together.

I should have came back to blogging a long time ago!

Alright, I need to go get lunch now. I'll be back *not in that Robocop voice though*