Good Morninng world..........
Question:
What the hell happened to good, honest love???
I mean, have we (Women & Men) all become these opportunists that only love the people we can gain certain things from other than old simple love.
It is shocking to see the extremes that some people go to, to "bag" so called conquests. This is somethings that happens - race and age doesn't matter.
This bugs me as much as "going with the flow" does. You know when you can't tell a person that you love them coz "oh my word, it's too early for that, you just have to go with the flow", I've asked this before..... How many flows does one have to go with before normal relationship. What happened to that old school lovin that our folks used to tell us about?
It's true what "they" say about us never finding that love that people felf in their hearts, when people used to be willing to do anything for love.
We, at this day... decide on who to love. It must be a strategic decision they say!
You'll be bitch-slapped as a man telling a girl that all you have to offer is love! What the fcuk will love do for her at the end of the day? It won't feed her or get her a townhouse and a ride. If I were a man, I'd be on some "Bitch, go get a job and buy your own isht!".
I am a joke to my friends coz I always hook up with broke niggas and if there is a monied man interested, I just cannot bring myself to be on a "let's blow his money" tip. Angazi nje!
So a chick I've recently met - who claims to be the Ultimated gold digger, she says Khanyi Mbau aint got shit on her!!! ha, ha, anyways she has taken it upon herself to teach how not to hook up with (and I quote) "useless niggaz who can't do shit for you besides sending you texts with too much nyif-nyaf and tellin you that you're the best thing to ever happen to them!"
I will fill you in on how that works out!!!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Looking at the brighter side of isht!
With all the bad things that have been happening to me........ I have decided to think positively about it.
I won't hate on a dude wearing a Manchester Tshirt (Dude who damaged my ride was wearing that), I will not do what most people do when they are single (shagging anything that walks just coz they can), I will not slack off at work (though it gets tough at times), and I will not talk badly about some people (even though they are idiots of note).
I am going to try and see the positive side of everything I find myself in, for instance..... they might have fcuked my my car but atleast I still have one, I didn't get hurt or I didn't run over a person or get into an accident.... I mean that's good right???? Even though I am spending a few thousands fixing my ride, the thing is.... I can always work harder to get more of them and the most positive part of that = I won't drink as much coz I will be too broke to afford booze!!! Now that (as much as I hate the thought of going for a weekend without an Amstel or Heineken) is good and healthy!!!!
I have a story to tell about a man on a mission @ the work place.......... But for now I have to go home!
Later!
I won't hate on a dude wearing a Manchester Tshirt (Dude who damaged my ride was wearing that), I will not do what most people do when they are single (shagging anything that walks just coz they can), I will not slack off at work (though it gets tough at times), and I will not talk badly about some people (even though they are idiots of note).
I am going to try and see the positive side of everything I find myself in, for instance..... they might have fcuked my my car but atleast I still have one, I didn't get hurt or I didn't run over a person or get into an accident.... I mean that's good right???? Even though I am spending a few thousands fixing my ride, the thing is.... I can always work harder to get more of them and the most positive part of that = I won't drink as much coz I will be too broke to afford booze!!! Now that (as much as I hate the thought of going for a weekend without an Amstel or Heineken) is good and healthy!!!!
I have a story to tell about a man on a mission @ the work place.......... But for now I have to go home!
Later!
Monday, March 23, 2009
I need to get something out of my chest.........
Our SAPS sucks ass big time!
Why??????
This morning I woke up to find my neighbour trying to tackle some moron who was trying to break into my car. He fcuked up the door on the passanger side, he didn't get a chance to take anything though.
Not so long ago some idiot stole my radio and now this... it is just out of hand and now what pisses me off the most is that they are costing me a hell lot of money. I have to pay for every isht they damage on my baby. To top it of,they seem to be only interestet in my ride only. There was a Golf, Polo and Sting parked next to mine but no they want my Corsa-rtjie!!!!
Well then off I went to the police station after calling in and waiting for them to come. I went in and it was jus a horrid expirience (I hardly go to that place, especially to report crime) and the service was terrible.... not, it was worse than terrible.
how I wish I had a scanner right now so you could see the piece of paper they gave me as reference. Oh and it gets better..... the lady that was taking down the statement refused to answer some of my questions regarding their procedures when it comes to cases like mine and if the finger printing people could come do their thing.
All that was pretty useless so I gave up after they gave a piece of paper with the SAPS stamp and some OB number.
That was on Monday. I have been hectically busy and car-less since then but now I am sorted! Apart from the unexpected expense of fixing my car........ all is good,it's gon be a long month, a long and broken one I say.
I am trying to update ya'll on as much as I can so........
I have my first gig as a dj next week, I'm not good yet but you know what I hope to hook up those tunes once have the crowd there is sloshed.
I am so writing a letter to MP News on how crappy our police service is.
Askies for disappearing like that but you know how it is when you work for someone else!!! They say jump, U ask how high - Then pretend to be satisfied with your job when friends ask you how work is!!!! Life????
I've had 2 breakdowns recently!!!! Won't into too much detail though.
Hollar.
Our SAPS sucks ass big time!
Why??????
This morning I woke up to find my neighbour trying to tackle some moron who was trying to break into my car. He fcuked up the door on the passanger side, he didn't get a chance to take anything though.
Not so long ago some idiot stole my radio and now this... it is just out of hand and now what pisses me off the most is that they are costing me a hell lot of money. I have to pay for every isht they damage on my baby. To top it of,they seem to be only interestet in my ride only. There was a Golf, Polo and Sting parked next to mine but no they want my Corsa-rtjie!!!!
Well then off I went to the police station after calling in and waiting for them to come. I went in and it was jus a horrid expirience (I hardly go to that place, especially to report crime) and the service was terrible.... not, it was worse than terrible.
how I wish I had a scanner right now so you could see the piece of paper they gave me as reference. Oh and it gets better..... the lady that was taking down the statement refused to answer some of my questions regarding their procedures when it comes to cases like mine and if the finger printing people could come do their thing.
All that was pretty useless so I gave up after they gave a piece of paper with the SAPS stamp and some OB number.
That was on Monday. I have been hectically busy and car-less since then but now I am sorted! Apart from the unexpected expense of fixing my car........ all is good,it's gon be a long month, a long and broken one I say.
I am trying to update ya'll on as much as I can so........
I have my first gig as a dj next week, I'm not good yet but you know what I hope to hook up those tunes once have the crowd there is sloshed.
I am so writing a letter to MP News on how crappy our police service is.
Askies for disappearing like that but you know how it is when you work for someone else!!! They say jump, U ask how high - Then pretend to be satisfied with your job when friends ask you how work is!!!! Life????
I've had 2 breakdowns recently!!!! Won't into too much detail though.
Hollar.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Just so ya'll know...... they say I spend too much time on the "net", so I have to disappear for about a week or so!!! I have worked at a place where there are internet usage reports! Really, they have such here and it is darn frustrating, more so cos I cannot have a decent conversation with the people I work with.
But I am not going to bitch about that a lot. I promised to change and do less of that so here's to paying $ at a internet cafe so I can blog. yes, my phone is old like that, I can't do fokol on it.
Don't miss me too much!!!!
Later!
But I am not going to bitch about that a lot. I promised to change and do less of that so here's to paying $ at a internet cafe so I can blog. yes, my phone is old like that, I can't do fokol on it.
Don't miss me too much!!!!
Later!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
I just had to let ya'll know about this 42year old man in a crisis.... I wouldn't call it a mid-life crisis but ya.
This is a man with the typically ideal life.... in theory that is.
2 kids - boy and girl that are doing quite well at school, into sports and have good morals. A wife, a beautiful wife, with a slim figure, always dressed to the nines, a job at the gvt complex (legislature), a smart home at a security complex, 2 luxury cars.
I mean, if you are like me and you are looking at that picture from far, you'd think wow! That is a nice family.
Well problem is the man is confused to the last bit, he has had sex with a prostitute, with a tertiary kid, with a woman older than him and to a mo'f*cken fag.
(Do not ask me how I know this.... I am the goss-princess of Nelspruit, news just come to me... I just make sure how true they are.)
Ok, basically what I see here is a man who has it all but still feels incomplete or maybe there are more things to experience in life. That I haven't figured out that one yet.
Now I bumped to this man when I was doing my groceries and I just stood there staring at him as he went on about his business, he was actin too fag, more feminine than me (well, almost every one else is), but that was just too gross.
What was even worse was that he was wearing white linen pants................. with a white man-thong that showed when bent down to take a chocolate by the pay-point. Urgh.... I deliberately stood behind him in the hope that he would say something in a manner that would confirm my suspicions about him being gay!!!!! "F*ck me.................. slowly" was what came out of my mouth - in a low, whispery tone, the man turned around and said: "Ooh, darling I prefer it being given to me". for a second I thought I had heard wrong and given the fact that my mind is in slow-mode after 16H30, it only registered while driving back to my place.
Now, men.... tell me, how the hell do you go from being a normal man with all of that to being a person that lives 2 lives. One = straight loving husband and father and the other = a gay man.
I know it is becoming normal these day but I still cannot get that in my mind.
Someone make me understand
I know I have dated a man who told me 7 months down the line that he was shagging men (reason why he never brought the sex issue during our "relationship") and that he wasn't planning on stopping anytime soon as he was getting a lot of benefits in the process. Right, I was young then and had no thoughts of settling down and having kids and a proper home.
Now I am wondering if one will ever find a normal man when so many of them are choosing to get into same-sex relationships themselves.
There was a time a dated a woman for a whole year and even with that I still knew that it is something I def wouldn't want to do for the rest of my life... It doesn't make sense!
Madoda nashiya ubudoda benu nje, kwenzenjani???
This is a man with the typically ideal life.... in theory that is.
2 kids - boy and girl that are doing quite well at school, into sports and have good morals. A wife, a beautiful wife, with a slim figure, always dressed to the nines, a job at the gvt complex (legislature), a smart home at a security complex, 2 luxury cars.
I mean, if you are like me and you are looking at that picture from far, you'd think wow! That is a nice family.
Well problem is the man is confused to the last bit, he has had sex with a prostitute, with a tertiary kid, with a woman older than him and to a mo'f*cken fag.
(Do not ask me how I know this.... I am the goss-princess of Nelspruit, news just come to me... I just make sure how true they are.)
Ok, basically what I see here is a man who has it all but still feels incomplete or maybe there are more things to experience in life. That I haven't figured out that one yet.
Now I bumped to this man when I was doing my groceries and I just stood there staring at him as he went on about his business, he was actin too fag, more feminine than me (well, almost every one else is), but that was just too gross.
What was even worse was that he was wearing white linen pants................. with a white man-thong that showed when bent down to take a chocolate by the pay-point. Urgh.... I deliberately stood behind him in the hope that he would say something in a manner that would confirm my suspicions about him being gay!!!!! "F*ck me.................. slowly" was what came out of my mouth - in a low, whispery tone, the man turned around and said: "Ooh, darling I prefer it being given to me". for a second I thought I had heard wrong and given the fact that my mind is in slow-mode after 16H30, it only registered while driving back to my place.
Now, men.... tell me, how the hell do you go from being a normal man with all of that to being a person that lives 2 lives. One = straight loving husband and father and the other = a gay man.
I know it is becoming normal these day but I still cannot get that in my mind.
Someone make me understand
I know I have dated a man who told me 7 months down the line that he was shagging men (reason why he never brought the sex issue during our "relationship") and that he wasn't planning on stopping anytime soon as he was getting a lot of benefits in the process. Right, I was young then and had no thoughts of settling down and having kids and a proper home.
Now I am wondering if one will ever find a normal man when so many of them are choosing to get into same-sex relationships themselves.
There was a time a dated a woman for a whole year and even with that I still knew that it is something I def wouldn't want to do for the rest of my life... It doesn't make sense!
Madoda nashiya ubudoda benu nje, kwenzenjani???
Just nje.
I'm not crazy I'm just a lil' unwell..... La, la, la,la.....
That would be the song that is playing in my head at the moment!!!
I have just fallen in love with music all over again, went through my old cd's.... I am telling you music knows how to make one feel on top if isht.
And big-up to the crew that stole condoms & birth control pills.... hope it was for a good reason! I'm here thinking maybe, just maybe they want to be safe.
Condoms - for the obvious reasons +
Birth-control pills - for incase the condom breaks!!! results = no aids and def no unwanted pregnancies.
I hope I'm right. I wouldn't want to watch another episode of cutting edge with people mixing weed with birth-control pills like how they did with the ARV pills.
Phuza Thursday a.k.a Thirsty Thursday!!!
Office politiks are the pits, I am looking for a new job. LoL!!!!
That would be the song that is playing in my head at the moment!!!
I have just fallen in love with music all over again, went through my old cd's.... I am telling you music knows how to make one feel on top if isht.
And big-up to the crew that stole condoms & birth control pills.... hope it was for a good reason! I'm here thinking maybe, just maybe they want to be safe.
Condoms - for the obvious reasons +
Birth-control pills - for incase the condom breaks!!! results = no aids and def no unwanted pregnancies.
I hope I'm right. I wouldn't want to watch another episode of cutting edge with people mixing weed with birth-control pills like how they did with the ARV pills.
Phuza Thursday a.k.a Thirsty Thursday!!!
Office politiks are the pits, I am looking for a new job. LoL!!!!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
How crappy can our justice system be?????
However Nqonde Balfour planned to justify the grounds which Shaik is released on is beyond me. Watched the interview on Morning Live (Yes people, I watch the news every morning, I just have selective memory when it comes to other issues).
Depression, Chest Pains and High Blood Pressure......... My Fcuckin black ass! Yeah I said it.
Why does this always happens in S.A, personally I think all three doctors, the minister and which ever judge got kick-backs.
How many days did Shaik spend at the actual prison cell like any other criminal out there???
As long as certain people still get special favours done for them, then the "justice system" is not really fair now is it.
If typical guy with a "not-so-good" background gets arrested for stealing R500 would be sentenced to 15years in jail, he would do his full time and if lucky get out on "good-behaviour" or some other reason but chances are that would happen after 5years.
Even if he fell ill, who would give a rats arse what happened, he is a criminal mos.
Imagine how the country would be if every criminal was release for being sick????
These "high-profile" people get away with everything.....
Jacky Selebi, Tony Yengeni, Zuma, Carl Niehaus, Shabbir, that drunk judge...... and that is just the few that come to mind right now.
Where is the fairness in that?
That is my 2c worth opinion.
Depression????? I still cannot get my head around that.... I bet every prisoner would naturally be depressed. He just misses the good life outside + with his millions accumalation so much interest, he sure as hell doesn't want to die not without spending it.
Nqonde couldn't even answer very straight forward questions......
Depression, Chest Pains and High Blood Pressure......... My Fcuckin black ass! Yeah I said it.
Why does this always happens in S.A, personally I think all three doctors, the minister and which ever judge got kick-backs.
How many days did Shaik spend at the actual prison cell like any other criminal out there???
As long as certain people still get special favours done for them, then the "justice system" is not really fair now is it.
If typical guy with a "not-so-good" background gets arrested for stealing R500 would be sentenced to 15years in jail, he would do his full time and if lucky get out on "good-behaviour" or some other reason but chances are that would happen after 5years.
Even if he fell ill, who would give a rats arse what happened, he is a criminal mos.
Imagine how the country would be if every criminal was release for being sick????
These "high-profile" people get away with everything.....
Jacky Selebi, Tony Yengeni, Zuma, Carl Niehaus, Shabbir, that drunk judge...... and that is just the few that come to mind right now.
Where is the fairness in that?
That is my 2c worth opinion.
Depression????? I still cannot get my head around that.... I bet every prisoner would naturally be depressed. He just misses the good life outside + with his millions accumalation so much interest, he sure as hell doesn't want to die not without spending it.
Nqonde couldn't even answer very straight forward questions......
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
It and 23year olds!
Oh what a weekend, sometimes it was nice and sometimes it was not........
Sometimes I was smashed and sometimes I pretended to be sober.
Sometime I slept for an hour the most and sometimes I forced myself coz I knew that as soon as my phone rings I would not be able to resist the temptation of being debauched.
Sometimes I lied about being flat broke so everything I drank after the wine was on other people, news cafe is not exactly cheap you know.
Sometimes I think there is just something about the number 23..... the last 3 guys I have met are all 23. I am still considering if the cradle snatching deal is IT or not.
Naturally men are ........... saying dumb would be an insult to the few intelligent ones I know.... but you know what I mean. J is really hot though and T has a tiny dick (don't ask how I know, I just do - all the signs are there). so ya, that's I am busy with.
Ooh, Ooh... on of my neighbours has a crush on me (sweet) but he is my neighbour + short and chubby = I assume a very young "willy" as well. I am sorry but I cannot move from explosive sex to a small dick that can't even last longer than 3minutes, I just cannot!!!!
I feel so dirty writing about this and all, especially coz I am at work, which means that I am obviously thinking about it while supposed to be working. Oh dear..... and all (I mean all) the guys I work with are not it.
Ok....
Sometimes I was smashed and sometimes I pretended to be sober.
Sometime I slept for an hour the most and sometimes I forced myself coz I knew that as soon as my phone rings I would not be able to resist the temptation of being debauched.
Sometimes I lied about being flat broke so everything I drank after the wine was on other people, news cafe is not exactly cheap you know.
Sometimes I think there is just something about the number 23..... the last 3 guys I have met are all 23. I am still considering if the cradle snatching deal is IT or not.
Naturally men are ........... saying dumb would be an insult to the few intelligent ones I know.... but you know what I mean. J is really hot though and T has a tiny dick (don't ask how I know, I just do - all the signs are there). so ya, that's I am busy with.
Ooh, Ooh... on of my neighbours has a crush on me (sweet) but he is my neighbour + short and chubby = I assume a very young "willy" as well. I am sorry but I cannot move from explosive sex to a small dick that can't even last longer than 3minutes, I just cannot!!!!
I feel so dirty writing about this and all, especially coz I am at work, which means that I am obviously thinking about it while supposed to be working. Oh dear..... and all (I mean all) the guys I work with are not it.
Ok....
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