I'm not crazy I'm just a lil' unwell..... La, la, la,la.....
That would be the song that is playing in my head at the moment!!!
I have just fallen in love with music all over again, went through my old cd's.... I am telling you music knows how to make one feel on top if isht.
And big-up to the crew that stole condoms & birth control pills.... hope it was for a good reason! I'm here thinking maybe, just maybe they want to be safe.
Condoms - for the obvious reasons +
Birth-control pills - for incase the condom breaks!!! results = no aids and def no unwanted pregnancies.
I hope I'm right. I wouldn't want to watch another episode of cutting edge with people mixing weed with birth-control pills like how they did with the ARV pills.
Phuza Thursday a.k.a Thirsty Thursday!!!
Office politiks are the pits, I am looking for a new job. LoL!!!!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
How crappy can our justice system be?????
However Nqonde Balfour planned to justify the grounds which Shaik is released on is beyond me. Watched the interview on Morning Live (Yes people, I watch the news every morning, I just have selective memory when it comes to other issues).
Depression, Chest Pains and High Blood Pressure......... My Fcuckin black ass! Yeah I said it.
Why does this always happens in S.A, personally I think all three doctors, the minister and which ever judge got kick-backs.
How many days did Shaik spend at the actual prison cell like any other criminal out there???
As long as certain people still get special favours done for them, then the "justice system" is not really fair now is it.
If typical guy with a "not-so-good" background gets arrested for stealing R500 would be sentenced to 15years in jail, he would do his full time and if lucky get out on "good-behaviour" or some other reason but chances are that would happen after 5years.
Even if he fell ill, who would give a rats arse what happened, he is a criminal mos.
Imagine how the country would be if every criminal was release for being sick????
These "high-profile" people get away with everything.....
Jacky Selebi, Tony Yengeni, Zuma, Carl Niehaus, Shabbir, that drunk judge...... and that is just the few that come to mind right now.
Where is the fairness in that?
That is my 2c worth opinion.
Depression????? I still cannot get my head around that.... I bet every prisoner would naturally be depressed. He just misses the good life outside + with his millions accumalation so much interest, he sure as hell doesn't want to die not without spending it.
Nqonde couldn't even answer very straight forward questions......
Depression, Chest Pains and High Blood Pressure......... My Fcuckin black ass! Yeah I said it.
Why does this always happens in S.A, personally I think all three doctors, the minister and which ever judge got kick-backs.
How many days did Shaik spend at the actual prison cell like any other criminal out there???
As long as certain people still get special favours done for them, then the "justice system" is not really fair now is it.
If typical guy with a "not-so-good" background gets arrested for stealing R500 would be sentenced to 15years in jail, he would do his full time and if lucky get out on "good-behaviour" or some other reason but chances are that would happen after 5years.
Even if he fell ill, who would give a rats arse what happened, he is a criminal mos.
Imagine how the country would be if every criminal was release for being sick????
These "high-profile" people get away with everything.....
Jacky Selebi, Tony Yengeni, Zuma, Carl Niehaus, Shabbir, that drunk judge...... and that is just the few that come to mind right now.
Where is the fairness in that?
That is my 2c worth opinion.
Depression????? I still cannot get my head around that.... I bet every prisoner would naturally be depressed. He just misses the good life outside + with his millions accumalation so much interest, he sure as hell doesn't want to die not without spending it.
Nqonde couldn't even answer very straight forward questions......
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
It and 23year olds!
Oh what a weekend, sometimes it was nice and sometimes it was not........
Sometimes I was smashed and sometimes I pretended to be sober.
Sometime I slept for an hour the most and sometimes I forced myself coz I knew that as soon as my phone rings I would not be able to resist the temptation of being debauched.
Sometimes I lied about being flat broke so everything I drank after the wine was on other people, news cafe is not exactly cheap you know.
Sometimes I think there is just something about the number 23..... the last 3 guys I have met are all 23. I am still considering if the cradle snatching deal is IT or not.
Naturally men are ........... saying dumb would be an insult to the few intelligent ones I know.... but you know what I mean. J is really hot though and T has a tiny dick (don't ask how I know, I just do - all the signs are there). so ya, that's I am busy with.
Ooh, Ooh... on of my neighbours has a crush on me (sweet) but he is my neighbour + short and chubby = I assume a very young "willy" as well. I am sorry but I cannot move from explosive sex to a small dick that can't even last longer than 3minutes, I just cannot!!!!
I feel so dirty writing about this and all, especially coz I am at work, which means that I am obviously thinking about it while supposed to be working. Oh dear..... and all (I mean all) the guys I work with are not it.
Ok....
Sometimes I was smashed and sometimes I pretended to be sober.
Sometime I slept for an hour the most and sometimes I forced myself coz I knew that as soon as my phone rings I would not be able to resist the temptation of being debauched.
Sometimes I lied about being flat broke so everything I drank after the wine was on other people, news cafe is not exactly cheap you know.
Sometimes I think there is just something about the number 23..... the last 3 guys I have met are all 23. I am still considering if the cradle snatching deal is IT or not.
Naturally men are ........... saying dumb would be an insult to the few intelligent ones I know.... but you know what I mean. J is really hot though and T has a tiny dick (don't ask how I know, I just do - all the signs are there). so ya, that's I am busy with.
Ooh, Ooh... on of my neighbours has a crush on me (sweet) but he is my neighbour + short and chubby = I assume a very young "willy" as well. I am sorry but I cannot move from explosive sex to a small dick that can't even last longer than 3minutes, I just cannot!!!!
I feel so dirty writing about this and all, especially coz I am at work, which means that I am obviously thinking about it while supposed to be working. Oh dear..... and all (I mean all) the guys I work with are not it.
Ok....
Friday, February 27, 2009
.......aren't I glad Feb is finaly over?!?!
Yup, it's a Friday again and I wish I can stick to my decision to stay in the whole weekend. I don't think I am in the mood of explaining to every second person who says "hi, when is man?" what actually happened coz really...... this is not one of those stories you tell to everyone (unless that person reads my blog).
I've interesting thoughts goin through my head... and one in particular got me laughing till my tummy ached. I can't remember which year it was but I its on my previous posts here. Well anyways, It was me and the "I am abstaining from sex" period!!!! I lost the plot after I could not contain myself anymore........ and now (coz I am with no man), am going to attempt sticking to that, till I get back on the field you know!
See, if I start doin the dirty with a random dude that I am not in a "thing" with.... then he sucks @ it, I'll probably do another one just to be sure if it was me or him who cannot do the deed.
Being known as a whore in Nelspruit is not exactly good (small towns and the way word spreads like wild fires). Now I am really trying to avoid that.......... I have absolutely have no desire to shag any of my past "lovers" and there aren't a lot of men that I find attractive in this place.
So ya that is my story!!!
Lesbians????????
Hmmmm, an interesting thought it is I say. Will def update on that should I find myself caught in between choosing dick over nanna or the other way around!!!!
I've interesting thoughts goin through my head... and one in particular got me laughing till my tummy ached. I can't remember which year it was but I its on my previous posts here. Well anyways, It was me and the "I am abstaining from sex" period!!!! I lost the plot after I could not contain myself anymore........ and now (coz I am with no man), am going to attempt sticking to that, till I get back on the field you know!
See, if I start doin the dirty with a random dude that I am not in a "thing" with.... then he sucks @ it, I'll probably do another one just to be sure if it was me or him who cannot do the deed.
Being known as a whore in Nelspruit is not exactly good (small towns and the way word spreads like wild fires). Now I am really trying to avoid that.......... I have absolutely have no desire to shag any of my past "lovers" and there aren't a lot of men that I find attractive in this place.
So ya that is my story!!!
Lesbians????????
Hmmmm, an interesting thought it is I say. Will def update on that should I find myself caught in between choosing dick over nanna or the other way around!!!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Decisions!!!
There comes a time in every persons life when they have to make certain decisions.......... and now it is my turn to do that (yet again)!
Since BF now ex-BF left for pursue his mission of destroying his life (pardon me 4 not understanding), and he owes me about R6000 or so.... I have decided to pawn his tv set!
That is the most valuable thing (except moi) that he has, I want my money.... Yes, I too had fallen for the belief that if you love someone (a broke someone) don't be ashamed to spend money on him, lend him some if he needs it and yes, invest in him if you see some potential somewhere there in betweeen now and the future!!!!
I wasn't complaining or anything and I did most of it coz I just wanted to.
He had made his own decision as well - That he is quitting his job @ the bank without talkin to me first!!! Ok, so coz of that he didn't get paid and him not being pain means that I am not getting my money - especially now that I really need it. He left me there to pay the rent of that place alone, I have 2 traffic fines to pay coz of him (yes, he was in a way responsible for them), I have our cleaner to pay..... lawd knows she did his washing as well. He also has a fridge that doesn't look shabby @ all and he still cannot give me anything by the end of next month, I will pawn the damn thing..... hayi kabi!!!!!!!!
*******************now I will calm down & talk abt other things***********************
My toothless space is getting better or at least that is what I'd like to think. Had a beer last night, though the dentist told me not to, I just couldn't help it.
Later
Since BF now ex-BF left for pursue his mission of destroying his life (pardon me 4 not understanding), and he owes me about R6000 or so.... I have decided to pawn his tv set!
That is the most valuable thing (except moi) that he has, I want my money.... Yes, I too had fallen for the belief that if you love someone (a broke someone) don't be ashamed to spend money on him, lend him some if he needs it and yes, invest in him if you see some potential somewhere there in betweeen now and the future!!!!
I wasn't complaining or anything and I did most of it coz I just wanted to.
He had made his own decision as well - That he is quitting his job @ the bank without talkin to me first!!! Ok, so coz of that he didn't get paid and him not being pain means that I am not getting my money - especially now that I really need it. He left me there to pay the rent of that place alone, I have 2 traffic fines to pay coz of him (yes, he was in a way responsible for them), I have our cleaner to pay..... lawd knows she did his washing as well. He also has a fridge that doesn't look shabby @ all and he still cannot give me anything by the end of next month, I will pawn the damn thing..... hayi kabi!!!!!!!!
*******************now I will calm down & talk abt other things***********************
My toothless space is getting better or at least that is what I'd like to think. Had a beer last night, though the dentist told me not to, I just couldn't help it.
Later
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
My tooth!
I had that annoying tooth taken out this morning and I am suffering for it. I keep telling myself that it'll better coz Atleast I won't have to keep shoving grand-pa down the hole or spend money getting Dentoforte tablets to keep the pain down every time I eat or drink something cold.... and I can't have that, ya'll know that there's nothing better than a cold beer....not even sex itself! LoL.
Anyhoo.... ya, I am hungry and depressed but I can't do anything about that now can I?
I need to find out what it is that makes me so afraid of needles.... I almost punched that dentist when he came at me with that syringe. Last week we had HIV tests @ work and it took me 10minutes, running around and begging then not to kill me... then I got that small prick...
I thought I had stories to tell but not.... maybe if I feel a little better I'll think of one.
For now though the left pert of my face is just numb and I am hating it for making me look as if I am angry (angry people are ugly) when I am not. Urgh and that taste of blood in my mouth, isht, as if being on my period wasn't enough to make me gag!
Anyhoo.... ya, I am hungry and depressed but I can't do anything about that now can I?
I need to find out what it is that makes me so afraid of needles.... I almost punched that dentist when he came at me with that syringe. Last week we had HIV tests @ work and it took me 10minutes, running around and begging then not to kill me... then I got that small prick...
I thought I had stories to tell but not.... maybe if I feel a little better I'll think of one.
For now though the left pert of my face is just numb and I am hating it for making me look as if I am angry (angry people are ugly) when I am not. Urgh and that taste of blood in my mouth, isht, as if being on my period wasn't enough to make me gag!
Monday, February 23, 2009
W/End of debauchery!
Another boring day at work, retail business is the pits I tell ya!!!
That would be the reason I will be lookin for a new job close to the end of the year!
Weekend - Pure debauchery, I just can't explain it!
Black coffee rules the decks hands down!!!
Ringo = Slowly losing his touch, maybe it's an age thing..... hmmmm
Went to an ANC party as well as the MP Premier's party..... it was so, so but u know what when one starts down alcohol that one cannot afford on a normal day then trust me when I say that one might just forget just how boring the party might be at that time. I have selective memory (by choice)... I think I danced (how embarrassing), and flirted with a 23year old now that is just not on!!!!
Anyhoo, we cool like that now!
Later!
That would be the reason I will be lookin for a new job close to the end of the year!
Weekend - Pure debauchery, I just can't explain it!
Black coffee rules the decks hands down!!!
Ringo = Slowly losing his touch, maybe it's an age thing..... hmmmm
Went to an ANC party as well as the MP Premier's party..... it was so, so but u know what when one starts down alcohol that one cannot afford on a normal day then trust me when I say that one might just forget just how boring the party might be at that time. I have selective memory (by choice)... I think I danced (how embarrassing), and flirted with a 23year old now that is just not on!!!!
Anyhoo, we cool like that now!
Later!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Woza Weekend............
Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!!!
'Tis the weekend and I am so looking forward to chillin and doing absolutely nothing! I have class in the morning and that is it!!!
How i wish time would just race by so I can go tidy up my bedroom before lazying around!!! Did I mention that I am now single again??? Well I am, but I'm not too sure if I am looking for "someone", maybe some odd-ish company now and then to take me out for lunch, supper or drinks.... definitely not breakfast! I can't be doing breakfast with people so soon, it
s very dodgy!!!
I haven't spoken to BF or should I say exBF in a while and that should be good especially if I am to cut him out of my life for good!
Me friend think that it's a bad idea to dump him 'coz he might just go crazy and that will make things more difficult for him, with what ever that is going on in his life...... I think that is obsessive behaviour (gosh, I hope that makes sense). And some have fears that he will kill both me and who ever I'll decide to go out with when he finds out that I have been creepin..... I think he should just get the fcuk over it.
I see no future for us and if he ever decides to return to Nelspruit, I will ask for a transfer and go back to Durban!
Happy weekend peeps!!!!
'Tis the weekend and I am so looking forward to chillin and doing absolutely nothing! I have class in the morning and that is it!!!
How i wish time would just race by so I can go tidy up my bedroom before lazying around!!! Did I mention that I am now single again??? Well I am, but I'm not too sure if I am looking for "someone", maybe some odd-ish company now and then to take me out for lunch, supper or drinks.... definitely not breakfast! I can't be doing breakfast with people so soon, it
s very dodgy!!!
I haven't spoken to BF or should I say exBF in a while and that should be good especially if I am to cut him out of my life for good!
Me friend think that it's a bad idea to dump him 'coz he might just go crazy and that will make things more difficult for him, with what ever that is going on in his life...... I think that is obsessive behaviour (gosh, I hope that makes sense). And some have fears that he will kill both me and who ever I'll decide to go out with when he finds out that I have been creepin..... I think he should just get the fcuk over it.
I see no future for us and if he ever decides to return to Nelspruit, I will ask for a transfer and go back to Durban!
Happy weekend peeps!!!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
FB Shit!
Since the blocked access to facebook @ the work place, one has decided to get back to where it began. And so I shall return to being a blogger yet again.
Funny story - I have managed to sleep at my place for two days in a row, that is good considering that, that is actually the longest I have been in that house alone!!! And as I was talking with a friend saying that one should make themselves available now that they are officially single (I think), right then an ex phoned to ask where I was and if I would like to out for drinks on Friday......! Well, YES... duh!
for sure I want to go out, the sooner I get used to not having a BF the batter it will be to get over him and get to do other things that other normal female people do when the man is not around!!!!
He, the ex.... was the last person I wanted to hear from though! It didn't exactly end on a sweet note so I was a bit urgh when I was speaking to him.
Work is kinda okay today.... nothing hectic or anything to a similar effect.
So then I will wrap it here and hope to post again tomorrow!!!!
later!
Funny story - I have managed to sleep at my place for two days in a row, that is good considering that, that is actually the longest I have been in that house alone!!! And as I was talking with a friend saying that one should make themselves available now that they are officially single (I think), right then an ex phoned to ask where I was and if I would like to out for drinks on Friday......! Well, YES... duh!
for sure I want to go out, the sooner I get used to not having a BF the batter it will be to get over him and get to do other things that other normal female people do when the man is not around!!!!
He, the ex.... was the last person I wanted to hear from though! It didn't exactly end on a sweet note so I was a bit urgh when I was speaking to him.
Work is kinda okay today.... nothing hectic or anything to a similar effect.
So then I will wrap it here and hope to post again tomorrow!!!!
later!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Feb - What a tough month!!!
This past week was probably the longest....... to date!
So as usual I Will just cut to the chase, the nitty gritties!!!!
My BF was possessed by demons... literally, I aint never seen shit like this.... mind you this was just after he went to some place thinking that he has a calling of becoming a sangoma (ya, like I would date one)!
But all of that was just disaster after disaster coz he got sick, mentally disturbed, all skinny and..... well I think you get the picture! So with that there came sleepless nights till I decided to go crash at a friends' place (I probably annoyed them to the core)! I just couldn't take not sleeping anymore, i kept dosing off at work and that cannot be good especially coz it is only my second month here.
The most interesting part had to be the time I got insulted by the bf's sister, accusing me of doing voodoo isht on the bf so that he would love me, imagine me using muti on a man..... like really now, I know how to get mine and muti is that last thing I'd ever consider using. Oooh, and apparently I got him into drugs..... now people ya'll know that he smoked weed when I met him.... (if u don't know, go read my 2007 posts).
That was just the ultimate..... as a result of her bullshit, I am dumping him..... imagine dating a man whose family thinks shit like that about you????? no fckin way!!!
Lat night, his folks came to get him and off he left for home..... he just needs to come get the rest of his isht so I can officially be back on the market..... and to think that people including me actually had hope for this relationship, thinking it was gon' last 4ever.... see now isht like that doesn't happen anymore and I was a believer. I am starting to hate talking about this so I'll just end this topic here.
On the other hand though............... nelspruit Groova Ngenkani has got to be one of the hottest things around nelspruit obviously!!!!!! the crew has be performing at most gigs and ya it is all good, this place has got talent and we def don't need to be in Jozi to see our stars shine!!!! I am obviously the manager - duh!!!!!
Work is getting better.... can't say much about the racist cows I have to deal with every now and then, I will sort them out though!!!
For those who had forgotten, it was my b'day on the 9th and I was turning "25", I have to admit that this was by far the worst b'day I've had coz of all the above mentioned isht. then came Valentine's day................................................. slept through out the day, I just couldn't take the madness anymore!!!!
Later!
So as usual I Will just cut to the chase, the nitty gritties!!!!
My BF was possessed by demons... literally, I aint never seen shit like this.... mind you this was just after he went to some place thinking that he has a calling of becoming a sangoma (ya, like I would date one)!
But all of that was just disaster after disaster coz he got sick, mentally disturbed, all skinny and..... well I think you get the picture! So with that there came sleepless nights till I decided to go crash at a friends' place (I probably annoyed them to the core)! I just couldn't take not sleeping anymore, i kept dosing off at work and that cannot be good especially coz it is only my second month here.
The most interesting part had to be the time I got insulted by the bf's sister, accusing me of doing voodoo isht on the bf so that he would love me, imagine me using muti on a man..... like really now, I know how to get mine and muti is that last thing I'd ever consider using. Oooh, and apparently I got him into drugs..... now people ya'll know that he smoked weed when I met him.... (if u don't know, go read my 2007 posts).
That was just the ultimate..... as a result of her bullshit, I am dumping him..... imagine dating a man whose family thinks shit like that about you????? no fckin way!!!
Lat night, his folks came to get him and off he left for home..... he just needs to come get the rest of his isht so I can officially be back on the market..... and to think that people including me actually had hope for this relationship, thinking it was gon' last 4ever.... see now isht like that doesn't happen anymore and I was a believer. I am starting to hate talking about this so I'll just end this topic here.
On the other hand though............... nelspruit Groova Ngenkani has got to be one of the hottest things around nelspruit obviously!!!!!! the crew has be performing at most gigs and ya it is all good, this place has got talent and we def don't need to be in Jozi to see our stars shine!!!! I am obviously the manager - duh!!!!!
Work is getting better.... can't say much about the racist cows I have to deal with every now and then, I will sort them out though!!!
For those who had forgotten, it was my b'day on the 9th and I was turning "25", I have to admit that this was by far the worst b'day I've had coz of all the above mentioned isht. then came Valentine's day................................................. slept through out the day, I just couldn't take the madness anymore!!!!
Later!
Friday, February 6, 2009
End of another week, can't say if it was good or bad!!!
A lot of strange things are happening... like seeing a grown man crying and stuff!!!! I moved into another place (not sure if I mentioned this the last time).
Anyways, my lil' brother has turned out to be the ultimate rebel in the family and my mother thought I was bad!!! Right now he' making me look like an angel.
I managed to get a new radio fitted in after some idiot decided to steal my other one. Funny thing though is that this person only took the radio and nothing else, i mean if I were given the opportunity to steal a car or something in it.... I would've taken full advantage. I'd run off with the radio (obviously), the wheels, the battery, the coins in the ashtray thing, the cd's, the mirrors and the steering wheel (realy).
So it is the weekend again and for once I realy plan to stay indoors..... would ya believe that since December Nelspruit has been happening every weekend, it's insane!!! The saying these days is "SigrOOva Ngenkani" - by DJ Sdunkero!!! So I might just find myself shaking what me momma gave moi!!!!
Hey Holy Nigga or do we have a different name for you this year???
A lot of strange things are happening... like seeing a grown man crying and stuff!!!! I moved into another place (not sure if I mentioned this the last time).
Anyways, my lil' brother has turned out to be the ultimate rebel in the family and my mother thought I was bad!!! Right now he' making me look like an angel.
I managed to get a new radio fitted in after some idiot decided to steal my other one. Funny thing though is that this person only took the radio and nothing else, i mean if I were given the opportunity to steal a car or something in it.... I would've taken full advantage. I'd run off with the radio (obviously), the wheels, the battery, the coins in the ashtray thing, the cd's, the mirrors and the steering wheel (realy).
So it is the weekend again and for once I realy plan to stay indoors..... would ya believe that since December Nelspruit has been happening every weekend, it's insane!!! The saying these days is "SigrOOva Ngenkani" - by DJ Sdunkero!!! So I might just find myself shaking what me momma gave moi!!!!
Hey Holy Nigga or do we have a different name for you this year???
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
I know it has been eons since I have been here... Kasie kept asking me what was up........ well, it being a new year and all, this is what I have to tell ya'll:
I finally had the guts to quit the job that was frustrating me, I got a new one.... its great, I am moving house again but this time it's just me and him.
December was full of surprises too.... I realised that life sometimes gets boring when one gets older, but not everyday is a boring day though.
I also got engaged but I am not telling anyone, especially my family for fear of the boy being judged!!!!
I'm not sure if they actually allow us to blog during working ours so I'll leave it there for now..... Stef, kwaki and all my other beautiful peeps what have you guys been up to???
Do let me know!!!
Mcwaaah
I finally had the guts to quit the job that was frustrating me, I got a new one.... its great, I am moving house again but this time it's just me and him.
December was full of surprises too.... I realised that life sometimes gets boring when one gets older, but not everyday is a boring day though.
I also got engaged but I am not telling anyone, especially my family for fear of the boy being judged!!!!
I'm not sure if they actually allow us to blog during working ours so I'll leave it there for now..... Stef, kwaki and all my other beautiful peeps what have you guys been up to???
Do let me know!!!
Mcwaaah
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
This & that!
Oh dear where do I start.....................
I am heavily stressed but I think I'll get over it, that the gods I am not suicidal freak coz by now I would hung myself already.
The past weekend was quite nice, had a braai and all..... got heavily mothered, you know in a relaxed type of way. The night before was crazy though.
And I have just realised that lately I only go home when he sun rises.... that is a clear sign that I have stayed out for too long.
There is a place called TJ10.... nice place to chill at - Problem: It is f*cken expensive, an amstel costs about R19 for a dumpie and since I like trying new things, I decided "Hey, lemme try some Grolsh", ya'll should've seen my face when the bar person asked for R32! Luckily there was some strange man who had been trying to talk to me whole night. Perfect time to start a conversation I though.
Oh, last Thursday.. off I went to Riverside Prestige Motor's official launch.... what a bore it was! In the papers this was the dealer that "has" Lambo's, Ferrari's, Rolls Royces, Bentley's u name it.... now guess how my face looked like when I realised that they only had 2 Porsche Carreiras and a Boxter 4s, a few beemers and 3 mercs. I mean really, what a waste of my event I said to one lady who looked way out of place. Ai, that was that.... I was there for an hour tops. (the food was disgusting so really).
Kwaki is coming to NST this week, how nice!
Ey, I am going back 2 school people.... that was a very tough decision that I'd had to make after deciding not to dump the BF.
Just a year full time, then part time! I don't know.... I hope I don't change my mind though! Education is good for one- (I've been trying to think positively about this).
Yeah!!!!
Coming back with more updates!!!
I am heavily stressed but I think I'll get over it, that the gods I am not suicidal freak coz by now I would hung myself already.
The past weekend was quite nice, had a braai and all..... got heavily mothered, you know in a relaxed type of way. The night before was crazy though.
And I have just realised that lately I only go home when he sun rises.... that is a clear sign that I have stayed out for too long.
There is a place called TJ10.... nice place to chill at - Problem: It is f*cken expensive, an amstel costs about R19 for a dumpie and since I like trying new things, I decided "Hey, lemme try some Grolsh", ya'll should've seen my face when the bar person asked for R32! Luckily there was some strange man who had been trying to talk to me whole night. Perfect time to start a conversation I though.
Oh, last Thursday.. off I went to Riverside Prestige Motor's official launch.... what a bore it was! In the papers this was the dealer that "has" Lambo's, Ferrari's, Rolls Royces, Bentley's u name it.... now guess how my face looked like when I realised that they only had 2 Porsche Carreiras and a Boxter 4s, a few beemers and 3 mercs. I mean really, what a waste of my event I said to one lady who looked way out of place. Ai, that was that.... I was there for an hour tops. (the food was disgusting so really).
Kwaki is coming to NST this week, how nice!
Ey, I am going back 2 school people.... that was a very tough decision that I'd had to make after deciding not to dump the BF.
Just a year full time, then part time! I don't know.... I hope I don't change my mind though! Education is good for one- (I've been trying to think positively about this).
Yeah!!!!
Coming back with more updates!!!
Friday, November 7, 2008
Murder on a Friday Morning!
My eyes have seen many things but nothing like this........................
Story:
There is a cat next door, the cat's name is Hlanya (which means Mad), this cat is very mysterious like... with a bell thing hanging around its neck!
Ok so yesterday I saw it killing a bird, though I didn't take much note of it when it was happening. This morning I came across of what was left of the bird - pigeon to be exact... the insides was out, head almost detached from the body and feathers everywhere. I swept that away and threw the dead bird into the bushes.
Now just moments ago, I saw the same cat killing a lizard.... but here is the interesting part I actually stopped whatever I was doing at the time and looked closely as the cat tortured the sh*t out of this poor lizard.
iyooh! Like Hlanya kept chasing the lizard up and down, blocking it every time it tried to get away. Just went the lizard had found a place to hide - Hlanya went after it a bit the tail off. Then the chase started again with hlanya poking & biting the lizard every now and then.
It looked like hlanya was having fun while the lizard was probably screaming I don't wanna die like this.... so it was like a the lizard gave up on running and accepted that he was about to be eaten.
Ya'll should have seen the way that cat chowed down that lizard.......... now I am here staring (in a very weird manner) at this cat that has murdered something right in front of my eyes.
Well, Friday it is today, wonder what the weekend will bring with itself. The new joints that have opened up in Nelspruit are quite hot and happening so I might just get up to that!!!!
Have a fun one yall!!!!!!!
Story:
There is a cat next door, the cat's name is Hlanya (which means Mad), this cat is very mysterious like... with a bell thing hanging around its neck!
Ok so yesterday I saw it killing a bird, though I didn't take much note of it when it was happening. This morning I came across of what was left of the bird - pigeon to be exact... the insides was out, head almost detached from the body and feathers everywhere. I swept that away and threw the dead bird into the bushes.
Now just moments ago, I saw the same cat killing a lizard.... but here is the interesting part I actually stopped whatever I was doing at the time and looked closely as the cat tortured the sh*t out of this poor lizard.
iyooh! Like Hlanya kept chasing the lizard up and down, blocking it every time it tried to get away. Just went the lizard had found a place to hide - Hlanya went after it a bit the tail off. Then the chase started again with hlanya poking & biting the lizard every now and then.
It looked like hlanya was having fun while the lizard was probably screaming I don't wanna die like this.... so it was like a the lizard gave up on running and accepted that he was about to be eaten.
Ya'll should have seen the way that cat chowed down that lizard.......... now I am here staring (in a very weird manner) at this cat that has murdered something right in front of my eyes.
Well, Friday it is today, wonder what the weekend will bring with itself. The new joints that have opened up in Nelspruit are quite hot and happening so I might just get up to that!!!!
Have a fun one yall!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Traffic Fine!!!
I was a bit late 4 work and I had to drop BF off at his work place first right.... so there I am driving towards a stop sign, I slagged down and checked if any cars were coming then I turned right just the this traffic officer pops up from behind a tree and stops me.
He asks 4 my license and tells me that he stopped me coz I "disregarded a stop sign".
Now I thought of telling him to go hang himself coz I felt that I was not too wrong, I kept quiet though. What I was thinking about at that time was that I had no shoes on, I always drive without shoes on - now if I remember clearly I think that also can get me a fine..... Hmmm
The dude gave me a R750 fine..... at this time of the month!!! I am so broke....
This officer was the same one that I thought was stalking me.... on Saturday, he was parked at a turn off to town and he stared at me, I didn't even have my seat-belt on, on Sunday I bumped into him at the west-end Spar and he said hi...... then later he was on duty again, I was driving 80 at a 60 zone and he didn't stop me but today, just coz I didn't come to a complete halt at a stop sign I get a ticket...... Me thinks that if I was alone in the car I would've gotten away with it.
He is mean.
Now I have been trying to make out what this guy wrote on this ticket and I cannot read it.... Can I argue that I do not even know why I am charged with this "offence"?
I guess I have to make way to the traffic dept to go negotiate to settle only half the amount.
Anyhoo.....
Back to work!!!
He asks 4 my license and tells me that he stopped me coz I "disregarded a stop sign".
Now I thought of telling him to go hang himself coz I felt that I was not too wrong, I kept quiet though. What I was thinking about at that time was that I had no shoes on, I always drive without shoes on - now if I remember clearly I think that also can get me a fine..... Hmmm
The dude gave me a R750 fine..... at this time of the month!!! I am so broke....
This officer was the same one that I thought was stalking me.... on Saturday, he was parked at a turn off to town and he stared at me, I didn't even have my seat-belt on, on Sunday I bumped into him at the west-end Spar and he said hi...... then later he was on duty again, I was driving 80 at a 60 zone and he didn't stop me but today, just coz I didn't come to a complete halt at a stop sign I get a ticket...... Me thinks that if I was alone in the car I would've gotten away with it.
He is mean.
Now I have been trying to make out what this guy wrote on this ticket and I cannot read it.... Can I argue that I do not even know why I am charged with this "offence"?
I guess I have to make way to the traffic dept to go negotiate to settle only half the amount.
Anyhoo.....
Back to work!!!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Update.....
I haven't been here in a long, long time.......
I don't even know where to begin filling you in on what has been happening!
I almost got dumped the one time, but we are now cool and besides, if anyone should do the dumping it should be me I think.
I have chosen to lose touch with most "friends" coz I realised that they actually add no value whatsoever to my life, if anything they actually sponge off me. So I am done with that.
I already have 2 small dents on my automobile......
I am officially gatvol of living with the house mates I have..... they are messy, wasteful, stingy and messy, very messy... I cannot take it anymore. So me & man are on the look 4 a new place where we'll move in together, I don't know (am still thinking hard about that).
BF & I are almost a year old, seems like a very, very long time ago hey!!!! Maybe we'll do a lil something and invite all the haters that kept saying that we will never last more than 3weeks!!!!
I have to admit though, starting a relationship for scratch is not easy at all and I hope I do not have to do that again.
My momma & I are getting along very well, it is unbelievable..... and I actually miss my other brother, the one person I dislike the most in the family.... (see Kwaki, I do have a heart).
Bf has been gone for about a week and a half now, he is at his parent's house and all, I get so bored that I actually visit people who don't make sense all just to get away from these housemates of mine.
After accepting that the fuel price will never actually go down the way I'd like it to be, I have taken it upon myself to charge people money to take them to wherever they wanna go, eg: this past weekend I went to go see this chick and when I got to her place, she wanted to go to the mall and asked me if I could take her there, I said fine but I am low on gas so gimme 50bucks.! See, it works coz I also get to go to the mall and no need to add fuel from my own pocket!!!
It is a bit dodgy I know, but hey.... times are tough!!!!
Facebook if full of surprises hey, like this chick who posted pictures of herself on holiday with another woman's husband..... tjo, the fouls came out 99 and all I had to say was "Iyoh". really...
And I also have a friend who realy need to re-evaluate why he got married in the first place coz it seems like married life is not for him..... the chicks he is banging on the side, the late nite partying! When U get married and have kids those are the things that you sometimes have to sacrifice bro, There are little people lookin up to you now!!!
Anywho I should be the last person talking about this, seeing how I was once a woman he was cheating on his wife with....
Another ex-fling of mine who just by the way also got married, came to me saying something that sounded like he is in love with me............ I had to tell that one where to get off, really. What does he think I am..... the one who saved men who are frustrated in the marriages, WTF???
So well, I had to delete numbers quick coz those are definitely people who are going to cause problems between me and man.
Wow, so ya that is it for now but I shall be back with a follow-up on these and more stories!!!!
To all who missed me..... shame, askies... ek is nou terug!!!
I don't even know where to begin filling you in on what has been happening!
I almost got dumped the one time, but we are now cool and besides, if anyone should do the dumping it should be me I think.
I have chosen to lose touch with most "friends" coz I realised that they actually add no value whatsoever to my life, if anything they actually sponge off me. So I am done with that.
I already have 2 small dents on my automobile......
I am officially gatvol of living with the house mates I have..... they are messy, wasteful, stingy and messy, very messy... I cannot take it anymore. So me & man are on the look 4 a new place where we'll move in together, I don't know (am still thinking hard about that).
BF & I are almost a year old, seems like a very, very long time ago hey!!!! Maybe we'll do a lil something and invite all the haters that kept saying that we will never last more than 3weeks!!!!
I have to admit though, starting a relationship for scratch is not easy at all and I hope I do not have to do that again.
My momma & I are getting along very well, it is unbelievable..... and I actually miss my other brother, the one person I dislike the most in the family.... (see Kwaki, I do have a heart).
Bf has been gone for about a week and a half now, he is at his parent's house and all, I get so bored that I actually visit people who don't make sense all just to get away from these housemates of mine.
After accepting that the fuel price will never actually go down the way I'd like it to be, I have taken it upon myself to charge people money to take them to wherever they wanna go, eg: this past weekend I went to go see this chick and when I got to her place, she wanted to go to the mall and asked me if I could take her there, I said fine but I am low on gas so gimme 50bucks.! See, it works coz I also get to go to the mall and no need to add fuel from my own pocket!!!
It is a bit dodgy I know, but hey.... times are tough!!!!
Facebook if full of surprises hey, like this chick who posted pictures of herself on holiday with another woman's husband..... tjo, the fouls came out 99 and all I had to say was "Iyoh". really...
And I also have a friend who realy need to re-evaluate why he got married in the first place coz it seems like married life is not for him..... the chicks he is banging on the side, the late nite partying! When U get married and have kids those are the things that you sometimes have to sacrifice bro, There are little people lookin up to you now!!!
Anywho I should be the last person talking about this, seeing how I was once a woman he was cheating on his wife with....
Another ex-fling of mine who just by the way also got married, came to me saying something that sounded like he is in love with me............ I had to tell that one where to get off, really. What does he think I am..... the one who saved men who are frustrated in the marriages, WTF???
So well, I had to delete numbers quick coz those are definitely people who are going to cause problems between me and man.
Wow, so ya that is it for now but I shall be back with a follow-up on these and more stories!!!!
To all who missed me..... shame, askies... ek is nou terug!!!
Monday, September 29, 2008
2nd last day of the month.....
Ok.....
Where do I begin (Just BTW I always go through this if I have stayed away 4 long)
Well...... I have bought a car (with the help of momma of coz, don't think I could have afforded one by myself),
I still haven't quit my job yet (I am so f*ckin pissed with myself, well maybe something better will come my way),
I was so sick last week.... gosh I even cried! And my boss kakked me out (as sick as I was, bastard has no heart),
BF & I are not exactly seeing eye to eye, so sad - especially coz I am not one to apologise if I feel that I am right & he is wrong!!!
Ulcer attacks are horrible.......... I've had about 4 of them and I have confessed my sins each time I was in pain - I really thought I was dying, all 4 times!
I missed a former friend's funeral, felt guilty for a while there but Jabagal will have to 4give me for missing her sisters funeral, If she had to hear the story that is,
It was Kwaki's B-day sometime last week....................... errrrr, we are stil gon' celebrate that!
Am so ready to move out of that house, I am done living with other people,...... gosh the habbits! Urhg.....
I promise to go back to eating a bit healthy..... but junk food is just so nice, yummmm!
S.A politics................ what can I say that has not been said already!!!!! God help our country, that is my cry right there.
WOW.........
Ok, will def be writing something 2morow!
Where do I begin (Just BTW I always go through this if I have stayed away 4 long)
Well...... I have bought a car (with the help of momma of coz, don't think I could have afforded one by myself),
I still haven't quit my job yet (I am so f*ckin pissed with myself, well maybe something better will come my way),
I was so sick last week.... gosh I even cried! And my boss kakked me out (as sick as I was, bastard has no heart),
BF & I are not exactly seeing eye to eye, so sad - especially coz I am not one to apologise if I feel that I am right & he is wrong!!!
Ulcer attacks are horrible.......... I've had about 4 of them and I have confessed my sins each time I was in pain - I really thought I was dying, all 4 times!
I missed a former friend's funeral, felt guilty for a while there but Jabagal will have to 4give me for missing her sisters funeral, If she had to hear the story that is,
It was Kwaki's B-day sometime last week....................... errrrr, we are stil gon' celebrate that!
Am so ready to move out of that house, I am done living with other people,...... gosh the habbits! Urhg.....
I promise to go back to eating a bit healthy..... but junk food is just so nice, yummmm!
S.A politics................ what can I say that has not been said already!!!!! God help our country, that is my cry right there.
WOW.........
Ok, will def be writing something 2morow!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Expectations...........
This is post number 201.... would ya believe it!
I thought I was pregnant for a while there and secretly I was happy, most of all I was terrified of what my family would say when they find out.
Well today I woke up and "it" started, it was a few days late so we were quite convinced, to the extent that I actually stopped smoking & drinking for the 3 days I thought I was carrying something. BF was a bit disappointed, though he didn't say it. I could just see on his face when I told him it was a false alarm. Shame man, the guy was even starting to plan and so on.
Well, the better part is that we can start saving up and planning for a baby sometime in the future...... I on the other side am relieved coz I am about to start a new job and was worried about how being pregnant would affect my work and stuff.
He was hoping for a boy, like most men......
I will be changing my email addresses except for the yahoo and gmail, that is where I can be reached and so on. I hope that I will still find time to blog and isht!
Have a great on!
I thought I was pregnant for a while there and secretly I was happy, most of all I was terrified of what my family would say when they find out.
Well today I woke up and "it" started, it was a few days late so we were quite convinced, to the extent that I actually stopped smoking & drinking for the 3 days I thought I was carrying something. BF was a bit disappointed, though he didn't say it. I could just see on his face when I told him it was a false alarm. Shame man, the guy was even starting to plan and so on.
Well, the better part is that we can start saving up and planning for a baby sometime in the future...... I on the other side am relieved coz I am about to start a new job and was worried about how being pregnant would affect my work and stuff.
He was hoping for a boy, like most men......
I will be changing my email addresses except for the yahoo and gmail, that is where I can be reached and so on. I hope that I will still find time to blog and isht!
Have a great on!
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